Most unfortunately for the regime, the Rip was caught live on TV.
...Mere minutes before, a watchful adjutant named Frondur Stackham, powerfully built and authoritatively attired with the Glomb's insigne on
his sleeve as he supervised a group of spectators in the park at Ruvur, had caught himself wishing that the show were safely over.
Now hold on, shouldn't he have absolute faith in his leader, after the confident rush of the preceding days? Dempelath's engineers had pushed unstoppably towards this deadline for the installation of televisual receivers in all public places. Stackam, initially, had been one of two staff members who dared to express their doubts - albeit couched in the most respectful terms - right to the Glomb's own face.
Klamin Soong, crazy fool, had done most of the talking. "Glomb-D," he had said, "we're riding the crest of a wave of fortune, of destiny, but isn't that the very kind of thing we aim to abolish? Waves go down as well as up! I thought you said we deserved a securer system - "
"Do you happen to have learned," said Dempelath with an ominous smile, "that the Terrans, when they're feeling clever, play a certain game with their rulers," - and pale lights swam over the Face's skin - "a game called... Gotcha!"
"No!" tore from Klamin, "no... agh... ghaaa..." and he sank twisting to the dark Menestegon floor.
Stackham had looked down at the burnt corpse, passed a hand over his own brow as if feeling it ignite likewise, and wished that he'd at least attempted to say something to defend his companion, but no, it would have been no use.
"It's sad," the ruler had then remarked, "how slow some people are to realize, that whatever game is played against me, I must win. And why is this principle so all-embracing? It is because my chief function, my role, my duty as a ruler, is necessarily to win." A pause; then, full of calm concession, the voice soothed, "I agree that the TV network, set up at such short notice, can only amount to a sketchy derivation from the nocturnal mumblings of an Earthmind; even so, the technical opportunity seems too good to miss, would you not say, Frondur?" - and the lights on the skin swirled in an urgent spiral, demanding conviction.
Stackham bowed his head. "We are headed towards a triumph, Glomb-D," he responded submissively. Only, he did retain one atom of underlying spirit.
It was wise and true enough to say that he, equally with the tyrant, envisaged the great televised Validation ceremony planned for 10,538,700 Ac as a sure-fire propaganda triumph which would clinch Dempelath's control over the city of Olhoav - provided that all went according to plan.
Stackham's one tiny self-assertion was to have used the phrase, "headed towards a triumph", rather than, "bound to triumph".
To be "headed toward" a thing is not to preclude being diverted from it at the last moment.
A nice distinction, that. Not one to be elaborated out loud. Not after what had happened to Kliman.
Dempelath, however, was not fooled. "Your confidence in me is not absolute, Frondun!"
Stackham shuddered at the wisp of red mist curling towards him. "It w-will be, though," he stuttered. "Will be - will be."
"That is true." And the mist touched the man, who became still. "Lo! it is done. You are an idealist worth saving," the Glomb chattered, "for I have gauged your basic loyalty, the fact that even when you fail to believe, you want to believe that my regime shall succeed..." The voice receded, and the cmem withdrew to re-enter the glowing head, satisfied to have recharged a flagging follower. Frondum Stackham meantime rubbed his eyes as he sought to resume his work...
Thenceforth without further question the plan had gone on.
And when the day came and the hour approached, in every octagonal plaza, semi-park rotunda and zoalsh, groups of citizens were encouraged to gather in front of tripodal sets switched on to show the scene in the Zveggh-Yerrand where the Daon, Nyav Yuhlm, was to be presented with the Constitution to sign, whereupon he would be Daon no longer, becoming instead the Validator, the ticker of laws, the stamper of rules... all choreographed to make unforgettable the moment of transition to a new society. Then, ah, what a ride that would be, what a voyage, in a Ship of State powered to defy all the old currents of destiny, flouting them by steering athwart them in the name of the will of the people, as embodied in the will of the Glomb.
So here I wait, thought Stackham, sniffing it all in advance in front of Stand Ten in Ruvur, with everyone here aware of the significance of the occasion in greater or lesser degree; a varied lot we are, young and old, wirrips and forgs, trancers and chirrs, but we'll all ride out the wave, I reckon - if it permits us to keep our balance - though I must not put it that way aloud, must not talk of fate-waves now; no, not any more!
...Other, simpler hearts worried differently.
A child, goggling at the screen, piped up:
"Mother, is that the Daon?"
"S-s-sh, Cheem Eem," whispered Uofanna Eem, "we've been told we're not going to call him that any more. He'll have a new title, Validator, any moment now... meanwhile be a good little girl and stay quiet, will you? Just watch. This is a special moment. This is history being made."
Round-eyed Cheem Eem obediently watched, unable to express, even in thought, the real reason for her attempt to break the silence, namely her nervous insight about certain tense fellows standing at the corners of the group - four nervy hulks with the orax on their armbands; peering about, shifting their weight...
The trouble was, the orax insigne, the white grey-bordered heptagon, meant (so Cheem had learned) that life was easier when the wearers weren't irritated.
Especially was this apt to be true when they'd invented funny names for themselves. Names with alien-sounding syllables. She didn't know that the oddness came from a fad for half-Terran sounds; nor could she have grasped the link between that fad and the regime's political strategy, which favoured disconnect from tradition; nor did she yet have a clue as to what History was. But she could certainly whiff nose-wrinkling change, and, from frequent observation, conclude that arm-banded oddly-syllabled folk were apt to be most touchy when their orders weren't quickly obeyed.
On the TV screen, meanwhile, Nyav Yuhlm sat up straighter while the image panned across to the visitors who were approaching him.
A big man leading the delegation held a thick stick, no, a tube, a scroll. Now his hands worked upon it and it began to unscroll...
Stackham trembled. This new TV technology... what a way to capture history! Viewscreens, old-style, were all right, but - city-wide news-networking was something else again. A crazy risk, in the adjutant's opinion. Not even the Glomb could alter the fact that if anything went wrong, if anything or anyone in the picture did not co-operate, did not match with what ought to be, the wrongness would be transmitted live, irrevocable, to all. Yes, crazy by normal criteria; but of course who was he, Stackham, to question -
Then he saw the worst was happening. He blinked, appalled. It was true. On screen, visible to all, the Daon, curse him, had risen and grasped and ripped the document in his hands; had torn apart the great Scheme of Rules which he was supposed to sign - and here in the park, and doubtless all over the city of Olhoav, a great gasp and whistle of shock went up from the mouths of citizens, who next were jarred back into an even more shocked silence as they heard the Daon say - and say it live, irrevocable - "I WILL HAVE NO PAPER-PUSHING ON OORANYE."
It was a moment when outrage itself was frozen and benumbed. And then, in unison for countless folk, the slump of the shoulders, the whoosh of breath released.
So that's that, thought Stackham grimly. No Validation, no Validator, no -
No picture. The image disappeared from the screen. Blankness was left.
But the after-image of scorn, of Daon Nyav Yuhlm holding the torn fragments of paper and uttering his rejection of all that had been planned, would never be wiped from the record in people's hearts. Love him or hate him, support him or oppose him, his position henceforth was utterly clear. Stackham figured all this out in an instant, for it chimed with his forebodings. What a setback for the Glomb. What desolation for those who'd been looking forward to the celebration which had been planned...
Absently the adjutant patted his cloak, where a certain envelope of instructions still filled his inside pocket. The envelope he had been due to open after the Validation... but what could he say, now, to this gathering of people?
It turned out that he did not need to find his own answer. After mere seconds the screen flashed to life again, showing a different background, not the Menestegon's summit penthouse the Zveggh-Yerrand, nor anywhere in the else beneath the Menestegon dome, but rather, a mile away and more, a dais in the great hall of the Ktuss, the old Palace of the Noad, in the midst of which sat Dempelath the Glomb.
Fortune must have given another lurch! The ruler's face was aglow with good-humoured, confident triumph.
"My loyal people," he smiled, "I hope you will forgive that dismal charade. Believe me, I thought long and hard till I realized that no other way existed to demonstrate, once and for all, that the Daon is useless for our purposes, that he is one who will never adjust to a new age. Poor man! He has fled, he is gone, and surely that is for the best..."
Stackham, watching spellbound, rejoiced: I got it all wrong! How could I have ever doubted?
"...Whether, at some stage, it may be worth our while to recapture him," Dempelath continued with a shrug, "and bring him back for study and partial rehabilitation, is a matter we need not concern ourselves with now. Today we have more important things to do, than to bother with those who cannot keep up with progress. Today we institute a mighty renewal of society. A society to belong henceforth to us, to be governed by our choices, our rules - not those of the unhuman currents of Fate which from time immemorial have swirled us helplessly around on a planet ruled by a callous, uncaring World Spirit! You will now follow your local adjutants to a place of meeting. There you will be given your first lesson in civics for the new age. And by the way," a corner of the Glomb's smile quirked further upward, "we may as well thank the Daon in our hearts. It is to our benefit, that he has so clearly proved we can afford to forget the likes of him! Our new Olhoav must be built by the likes of you. Go to it, fellow-citizens!"
Magical, thought Frondun Stackham. Brilliant beyond hope. I should have guessed, that Dempelath had planned it this way all along. And so the stuff in the envelope won't go to waste after all. The follow-up (so I'd thought) of the Validation - it's actually no follow-up, it's the main thing, and now we can make a start on it.
Stackham made signs to his colleagues at the other corners of the assembly. He noted their nods and then he announced:
"People, follow me. We're making our way to the induction point..." and he began to lead the way.
He heard that obstreperous child again: "Mother, what happened to the Daon?"
"He escaped, dear," said the woman.
Stackham scowled. "Sponndar Uofanna," he warned.
The woman blanched. "Sorry," she said. "I used the wrong word. He didn't 'escape'. He fled."
The ego-track of Neville Yeadon:
I cry out, "Who's with me?" as I step further from the couch, to make it doubly clear that I'm not going to lie down again. I turn full circle to sweep my gaze over all the people in this room, and I see their frozen faces thaw. Unmistakable - delight! Shouts: I, and I, and I am with you. Some stretch their arms as if to plead that I believe them. Others, less hesitant or less humble, surge forward. Almost within touching distance, they brake to allow me a yard or so of space. We all read in each other's faces a conviviality of shared relief. What a wonder, the way folk will gather round if you can just finally bring yourself to make a longed-for stand!
Somebody goes to the length of touching my sleeve. I glance round and my eyes encounter a steadfast grey scrutiny. It belongs to the bullish bulk of the "General", or omzyr. I hope the reason Thergerer has strolled up is he's going to give me the advice I sorely need - about where to go.
"We are not strong enough, Daon N-Y, to take over the city," says the omzyr with quiet certainty. "We must quit it. Fast."
"No time to pack?" say I, lightly, gratefully.
"No time. We must entirely get out of Olhoav before we can recoup. We may find helpers in the lands around," he says, "but only if we reach them alive."
"Yes," I agree, "I suppse we'll have to flit, since Dempelath must certainly take the view that I'm no more use to him now! By the way, omzyr, I'm glad to hear you say 'we'."
"I always was loyal," the General gives back, "to what you're supposed to be."
"Hm, all right, I'll swallow that rebuke - and I'll assure you that what I'm supposed to be shall henceforth align with I am." My voice has risen and I get more shouts of approval, a tumult with just a dash of sardonic humour which provokes me to glare around. I realize that it is necessary to say more, say it all and say it clearly. The best, the only apology must consist of success.
"Because of what I've done," I proclaim above the hubbub, "I, and equally you if you follow me, are now openly declared enemies of the Glomb. He has the city in his grip and we must fight or sneak our way out of it. The knowledge I seem to have," and I knock my head with my fist, "tells me that Olhoav has a multitude of exits." Eager nods, more cries, keen attention... I continue: "I vote we flow out of the city by many different routes, as from a sieve, assuming we aren't looking for a big fight at this stage."
Thergerer, at my side, spreads his thin smile of approval. "We can always hope. The sieve idea, yes, it's good; I don't know what vote means - "
"Ignore it. Terran idiom." More sprinkles of laughter greet this. The people are intoxicated, euphorically on edge.
" - but anyhow," the General continues, "we need to agree upon a meeting-point outside. How about the smurtu-oyor? You won't know it, Daon Nyav, but any one of us can guide you there."
I draw breath and say to all, "That's it then. That's where we head for." I reach - astounded at myself - for a holster that swings at my hip. From it I draw a hand-weapon the size of a pocket-torch, the touch of which my Terran self has avoided till this moment. Newly employing my dormant native memory in this regard, I press a stud. In a moment that I shall forever re-live, the laser blade hisses out. The room's little crowd, in immediate response, second my move with their own photon-swords: an out-swished forest of brandished brilliance held vertically aloft dazzlingly illumates the room, which simultaneously resounds with a unanimous cheer.
Or perhaps not quite unanimous: I detect another sound: a closing door. The elevator! Someone has made a dash for it. Those of us who heard it, Thergerer and I and several others, whirl to see, too late, the orange light that indicates the cage's descent.
Thergerer says, frustratedly, "He was at the back of the group. Name of Threm Banu. It seems that what you've done for us, Daon Nyav, didn't work for him. I should have expected this - he's a fanatic for the Glomb - "
I shrug, "All I mind is - can the fellow disable the elevator when he gets down? Trapping us up here?"
"No, no," several assure me. Thergerer elucidates, "Not without the connivance of Dynoom - and the city-brain is still on our side, albeit largely quiescent nowadays."
"Then let Threm Banu rejoin his boss," I say. "One more Glomb-stooge is small loss to us." In my own ears my tone sounds full of contemptuous bravado. Which seems to go down well... my followers respond by jabbing towards the ceiling with their unsheathed blades...
Scary, the exhilaration I feel, as my muscles tense to initiate the move to action. My morals have undergone a sinister shift - but an inner voice whispers to my conscience, This is no time to argue yourself out of a capacity for killing. What's got into me is something I have to have. The enemy, I remind myself, is out to kill or enslave me and my friends and followers. Against that threat, self-defence is a right. Thus far I've always believed. Furthermore, on this planet full of first-lifers, where the majority can look forward to a second incarnation somewhen further down history's timeline, death is not even the end of the mundane. Death means a lot less here, in fact, that it does on Earth.
Holding the incandescent sponnd-blade aloft, I conclude my speech:
"We shall scatter, leave by different routes, and rendezvous at the smurtu-oyor!"
Wherever that is. Never mind where it is. One thing's for sure, I'll get nowhere without the support and guidance of those in this room.
I sheathe my laser and the rest take their cue from me. Walking towards the elevator shaft, with Thergerer at my side, I turn in a full circle to look at all the eye-witnesses of the Rip, whom that deed has impressed and persuaded to join me, and who are now moving with me: if only their loyalty could mean that I may similarly count upon the entire city! Thergerer says not, and I have to agree with him. He's the nearest this place gets to what I understand as a "military man", so he should know the chances. If he says we can't stay in Olhoav and must flee to the wilderness, then that's how it is. But besides that, I myself have seen and heard and learned enough, to know the odds. I am aware that Dempelath has his own wide following, cowed or deluded though it be, and on top of that formidable popular base there straddles the hybrid's fearsome self. At present there's no way I can meet and beat a man-Ghepion, either in single combat or in battle.
Yet for me there's no going back. Those who depend on me have, in effect, commanded me to take command, robbing me of all choice in the matter.
Still, in another sense, what a relief it is! Thank goodness for compulsion! If the possibilities hadn't so narrowed down, I'd be dithering or agonizing now, rather than accepting my fated appointment to the leadership of all forces hostile to the Glomb, as something which must be borne.
The elevator cage awaits me; I step in, as do Thergerer, Lanok Ryr and five others - as many as can fit. As we start to go down, I raise a hand to salute those who wait in the front of the queue for the next descent. Oh - blast - one of them is Dittri, pushing to the forefront... The idea of her accompanying me into danger causes a twinge I could do without. If it weren't for that, I might reckon I'm getting used to the battle-readiness-thing. No matter how amazing it is for me to discard my civilized inhibition against bloodshed, I might accept with a fairly whole heart that I may be moments away from mortal combat, if it weren't for this newest picture of that girl cut to pieces - a picture so sharp, it threatens to pierce my moral coccoon. Well, then, outpace her, lose her, winkle her out of my mind! Fortunately we're all leaving Olhoav by different routes so I and my immediate companions won't need to wait for any of the others...
We emerge from the elevator on the Menestegon ground floor. Empty, it appears. Thank goodness Dempelath chose to watch the TV from the Ktuss and not from here. Even so, he might return any time. With one accord the eight of us rush for the entrance. No hope of stealth; our boots clatter over the floor as we run.
We pass through the lobby and out onto the steps. A TV stand has been erected in the plaza but the spectators have dispersed. We are noticed by a stragglers, but nobody jumps at the sight of us, and it's beginning to look like we may be lucky.
I ask, "Vehicles? Skimmers?"
"Parked ready," assures Lanok Ryr with a quick tooth-flash of glee.
"And a devil-may-care smile too," I compliment him, and then wonder if he's learned what "devil" means.
Straightaway his response suggests he has: "It's my smirk at Devil Dempelath. We're on the right road at last, Daon Nyav." He points across the open plaza; we set off, risking the lack of cover.
unspoken agreement we maintain a dignified stride: running would be faster,
but walking is warier as we cross the open space, on the look out for
enemies in the surrounding jungle of towers and walkways, the
edifices that dangle like fruits, and the floor-level mounds between. My knotty Dittri-worry has loosened, although, as we approach the opposite end of the plaza, I carefully do not look back. The next elevator-load must have descended by now... she may be out of the building...
"When we get the skimmers," I say to Thergerer, "how fast can we get to the Rim?"
"If we don't encounter opposition... and there's not much traffic at the moment... maybe four or five minutes. But my guess is, we may have trouble at the new Tamol Street chasm. That's where I'd station a nyzyr if I were the Glomb."
"We'll deal with that if and when we come to it." It's the kind of thing they want me to say. Solemn old Thergerer approves. As for the rest... I hope I look as keen as Lanok Ryr, that springy young warrior so full of evident appetite for the challenge ahead. Come to think of it, here's a fellow who seems to have changed sides twice in a fairly short time. And so what? How dare I carp at that? Small wonder that others wobbled during my own dubious and unhelpful days, when my identity floated in a limbo of nebulation and languor. It's up to me to be a Daon worthy of the name: in which case I won't ever lack for support...
A warning voice snaps at my attention:
"Movement in the skimmer-park."
"Back!" orders Thergerer in a reaction faster than mine. To the man who had spoken, he says, "Did you recognize anyone, Ardain Irill?"
"It looked like..."
A figure rises into full view, and then more appear: a dozen or so armed men, who have been seated or crouched among the skimmers. "Yes," says Thergerer, "our friend Threm Banu has summoned a force to, er, checkmate us here. Including, if I mistake not... yes, that's Blos Nogar, all right." To me the omzyr explains, "One of the best sponndarou among the Glomb's henchmen."
"Looks like we'll have to fight for these skimmers," I say, it being my role to say it before anyone else does. I draw sponnd, press the stud, and out swishes my laser-blade again: sponnd N-Y, dubbed with the honorific initials of its owner. I must think of the weapon as a part of me.
It's all so simple now: I trot forward, and so do the others, and so do the enemy towards us. Let's hope that my Uranian persona has had some training in the art of laser-fence. (He - I - must have had that chance. His - my - long bout of nebulation didn't happen to an uneducated man.) Eight of our opponents continue to advance; the others wait. (Out of chivalry? It seems, anyhow, that although we're outnumbered, the opposition prefers one-to-one.) Amid the hums and sparks of the other clashes, Blos Nogar comes at me.
The redoubtable Blos Nogar... what can I do but take a stance and ludicrously hope for the best? A peculiar "surfing" sensation takes hold of me. Time itself alters its rate. It meanders like a sine wave while the laser-blades waggle and threaten - and then those bars of brilliance smite together with a hoarse, crunchy buzz. I parry with a twist of mine, disengage, and clash again and slide and whirl to disengage yet again. Third attempt: taking advantage of a trough in that dreamy subjective time-rate I dodge past the guard of Blas Nogar and spit him on my blade.
Yes, the man's dead, and if I let the horror get to me I'm done as a leader. It's like the blade has reversed to pierce me with the knowledge of what I've just done; it threatens to gash my moral coccoon -
The other duels continue while I stand, appalled, fighting a new, motionless fight for the approval of my own conscience - a tricky struggle that I have to win.
John Carter didn't know the half of it. In order to triumph in combat and make oneself the best swordsman in two worlds, it's not enough to weave a web of steel. A web of invincible excuses is also a must.
Like one who hops onto a bus, I grab a passing analogy. You don't need to balance the moral budget. Supply-side economics: supply-side morality: the end, the future gain, may justify the present means, if those means allow you to borrow enough -
Gazing down at Blas Nogar, whose corpse lies dappled with flickering illumination spilled by the other duels, I wish the man better fortune in his second life. This is on the assumption that he was a first-lifer. He probably was; most Nenns still are, at our early stage of history; that's one of the things I learned in my recent studies... But if on the other hand he happened to be a second-lifer already, why, then, I've just sent him on to a different kind of existence altogether. (Which is, after all, what will happen to me when I die. No ordinary encore for me; I'm already on my second bite at the cherry... after which I shall have to face the transcendent unknown.)
I become aware that the fighting has ceased. Three of the enemy are dead. Five, it seems, were wounded or disarmed and have fled. Of my little group, Ardain lies still, but the rest of us are alive and triumphant. I ask, "What do we do with our fallen one?"
"I'll take him to his home," says a lad. That leaves us numbering six.
The rest look at me for orders. I sense a pride in them, mingled with sympathy. They perhaps understand, that what I have gone through is serious. Thergerer says softly, "Think of what defeat might have meant, Daon N-Y."
"I know, I know," I say in an equable spirit. "Well, here are our skimmers. Let's head for the rim. And we'll watch out for the Tamol Street chasm, like you said."
We mount the skimmers and I find I can work the controls without trouble. We speed as fast as we dare along a meandering ribbon-like elevation, and within minutes, following the turns of the way, we reach the quake-chasm, the zone of damage at Tamol Street, and we find it's no trouble at all! I must admit, this makes me feel warmer towards Thergerer. I like him better for having got it wrong. I appreciate the meek tone in which he remarks, "Now we've crossed the district boundary between Jihom and Xemb, we'll soon have a fairly straight lane to the rim; another couple minutes should see us out." He's right this time. First comes the straight bit, then - I see a notch in the avenue's end, the buildings get smaller, and the sky opens out above us -
We surge into spaciousness. I boggle at the sweeps of colour and the distant downy glows strewn under a royal blue bowl of sky. I hear joyous cries of "Eyey!" Lanok, his skimmer zooming past mine, joyfully asserts, "We're out! The horizon smiles! The wilderness beckons!"
But no wilderness is visible yet: these are cultivated fields I see, as I gaze more intelligently at what's rippling all the way across my widened view. The almost dazzling, orange-yellow glow of cultivated vheic like tubular paper lanterns tossing in the breeze, is a gorgeous sight which my Terran self up till now has known only via the inner eye of a second-hand memory belonging to my submerged native self; now with it directly shining at my naked eyes I can't resist the urge to stop and hover and raptly gaze. The others stop likewise, being a band of history-makers scarcely less wonder-filled than I.
Directly underneath my hovering skimmer, though, there peeps a promise of that true wilderness which lies beyond the cultivated flaon-scrorr. Another "first" for my naked eye, and a promise of that immensity of plain which will shortly confront my terrestrial self directly for the first time, as soon as we have skimmed a few miles further. To be sure, I know about the cork-like world-ocean of gralm but, again, to "see" a thing in my usurped memory is hardly equal to hovering out here over the surface of the seventh world, eyeing a preliminary patch of that splendour which must soon stretch before me to its far-flung horizons. I note the authentic colours of the gralm: blue-brown-purple for the most part, with some orange and black; it's the promise of more, but the stuff is as yet not dominant here so close to the city where more of the ground is covered by the golden crops.
Another wonder - which I see as I swivel - is the city I've left. It is the first time I have seen Olhoav from outside. The others in my band are likewise gazing at it and the thought occurs to me that they may be giving me credit for a practical motive for having stopped here - namely, to wait for our companions who were supposed to be leaving by different routes. If so, it can only be a brief wait in the hope of an off-chance, because this bit of empty ground surely can't be the rendezvous-point, the smurtu-oyor.
I say, "Well, doesn't look as though any of the others have emerged yet."
"Unless," says Thergerer, "they got out before we did, or simultaneously with us but concealed by the glow of some field. Still, not a bad idea to wait some moments here."
Like benefitting from a fluky rebound in a ball-game, if I catch some chancy credit I shouln't spurn it. "Another half-minute," I say as though it had been my idea all along. It seems reasonable to balance the risk of enemy pursuit against the gain of an early rendezvous with some more of our forces.
I meanwhile use that half-minute to run my eyes over the city of Olhoav - at first goggling with mere admiration at the mound reminiscent of a giant organic molecule, then beginning to notice some dimples or marring of the whole, some mis-matches or saggy lines which I guess to be results of the great quake. Poor lonely Starside metropolis! Riven by ice-quakes and subjugated by a tyrant -
"Time we continued on our way," I say. "Thergerer, lead us on the route to the smurtu-oyor."
"Taquotal" ["I obey"], the General formally replies. He sets his skimmer into motion, and the rest of us follow him, weaving along paths between the vheic-fields.
We pass close enough to some farm buildings, for me to observe that they would resemble those I saw during my life on Earth, if it weren't for their extremely rounded corners and noticeably tapering walls. I would love to turn aside and get to know the farmers' way of life here. But my goal draws me on. An advance image of our goal, the smurtu-oyor, is building up in my mind's eye. Courtesy of my native memory-store, I imagine a zone of dense vegetation taller than meadow-grass, shorter than forest trees. It will soon come into view and when it does, I shall see a swaying, rustling, county-sized mass of stems...
Meanwhile the farms are fewer and further spaced, the fields rarer; we're out of the flaon and into the scrorr, where the cultivated area has dropped to less than that of the wild, so that over half the land is primordial cork-like gralm.
Past one outlier of a field we skim, and then - here we are, here it is, projecting to meet us, a promontory of the oyor, the grass forest, the one closest to Olhoav, the one named smurtu.
It's like I previewed though I might add it's more like an extra-tall reed-bed than anything else. No river beside it, though. This is not a world for rivers.
"Here we wait," says Thergerer. We all hover, a couple of yards above ground, within a stone's throw of the oyor. I am silent. I sense a premonition of momentous change. Well, that's indicated, isn't it, by the situation?
I look around, and wherever my eyes come to rest, I am aware of the sweeping vastness, of gralm, of oyor, of sky. Hmm... careful now... it behoves me to remember that my native self once allowed his mind to be blown by the wilderness. And yet, renewed nebulation is not the threat that unsettles me. I shan't be caught out a second time that way. What's bothering me is... no, not 'bothering', rather should I not say, 'inspiring'? Literally, something is being blown into me. I can hope it's good. A crazy comparison pops into my head. Imagine a young nobleman, as yet un-outlawed, looking at a forest, Sherwood Forest, and he doesn't know, but he senses, his future identity as Robin Hood. Ridiculous. I'm not going to be any kind of Robin Hood. Robin Hood be blowed. I may hide in this oyor forest, yes, temporarily. But some day I shall return to the city of which I am Heir, and I shall rule it. Olhoav, not any oyor, is my heartland.
The chatter of my waiting companions cheers me. I hear Thergerer reflect, "A good place. No doubt about it, here we can recoup."
"You can say that again," says Lanok Ryr. "Best say it with a devil-may-care smile, though," and he glances at me sidelong.
Thergerer's lip trembles. "Main thing is, to make the Dempelath-dovul care one day."
Another voice corrects him: "Devil, not dovul," says a jogging youngster full of banter.
"Thank you, Kyf Thann, and while you're about it you can explain what exactly the word means."
"Certainly, omzyr. A devil is a Terran force of some kind," replies Kyf.
"Forget that," I perfunctorily smile; "we have troubles enough." They agree, easily laughing, so happy they are to be in open revolt at last, so overjoyed at being led by their rightful Heir, and from that I find myself thinking, how much more happy they would be if they were actually led by the Noad himself -
Whereupon the idea pops into my head: might it be feasible at some stage for us to raid the Husnuth Building, to free Barlayn Lamiroth from stasis?
Ah, but if we did manage to pull that off, he'd only be freed to resume dying of the Sixty Days' Disease...
So, for the foreseeable future, these folk will have to make do with me.
And they're not fools, these followers of mine. They must know I'm no match for the Glomb, not yet. But they are they sticking with me because of this Terran aura of mine, hence their playful bragging display of English vocabulary and idiom learned from my nightly sleep-talk, a smattering without understanding, a waft of expectation, a hunch that I will eventually come up with some sneaky Terran gambit to perform the equivalent of a miracle.
Come to think of it, that's more or less what I've been counting on, myself, so far. But now?
I now begin seriously to wonder, whether perhaps my Terran self has played its part.
It's as though I'm hearing a whisper from among the reedy stems, "All that you need is here. You don't know it yet, but you shall. In the plains and the forest, the mighty wilderness, the heartland of this planet, you can forget the Terran 'Neville Yeadon' injection which you needed in order to wake from nebulation and to escape from captivity. Your future will allow you, Uranian, Nyav Yuhlm, to be your own man."
In accordance with this sussurrus of prophecy I sense a rocking shift inside me, as if I were a dinghy in which the rower and the passenger were changing places.
But surely it's all right for me just to hover in front of a grass forest, without having to suffer some heavy identity crisis?
Anyway, what's all this hesitancy for? I am the Daon; I must lead; I shall lead, naturally, in the tried and trusted way, riding the currents of fate, in which fortune favours the bold, and the good beat the bad, fair and square. Perhaps all the inner bother has come from thinking too much about a possible need for sneaky Terran gimmicks. It is indeed time I cleansed my thoughts of such stuff. No dodges now - let everything be above-board.
Of course this world has its own pitfalls, and of course one must learn to walk the tightropes, and of course my opponent, Dempelath, is anything but straight-forward. And, one could make a case that such a villain will need to be beaten at his own game. Still, that line of thought leads onto a perilous ledge. Better not to outsmart oneself. Better to hope that he may outsmart himself in the end. Who knows, perhaps he already has. Perhaps our escape from Olhoav was permitted - he may think I am still of some use, no longer as a tool but as an outlaw bogey with which to threaten his public and keep them in line.
"Look at that crowd!" exclaims Lanok, wrenching my thoughts back to a present sight of a multitude of skimmers pouring into view around the neighbouring smudge of field.
Thergerer turns his face at me. He wants the Daon to produce words for the occasion.
I manage: "Looks like hundreds! It seems that we have more supporters than we knew. The dissident population has escaped en masse, under cover of the confusion we caused."
It's the right thing to say - it impresses them -
Well, here are yet more followers for me to be obliged to lead. They swarm about me, they land and alight, taking station in a zone of which I am the focus. As in combat, there's that slowing of the time-stream. Moments cram minutes of experience. Doors of decision snap and swing uncertainly in my queasy Terran conscience, with my reluctance to be responsible for drawing these folk into an existence of exile and poverty, to scrabble a living in the wilderness with no sure hope of return to their homes; whereas in the Uranian compartment of my mind the attitude is simpler: destiny's wave bears us all, so they can flow and like it!
Another difference between my mental compartments: the Terran inner voice belatedly bids me recognize the longing gaze on the face of a girl in the crowd, whereas in the Uranian compartment that problem is borne away. A wave that she cannot stop divides my destiny from her hopeless adoration: I am the Daon, and little Dittri cannot distract me now.
About a hundred yards away there's what seems like a pleat in the border of the oyor. I nod towards it, asking Thergerer, "Is that a path?"
"One of many," he agrees. "The interior is riddled with paths and clearings."
"All neatly cut and maintained by... native inhabitants?"
"No - an oyor keeps its own sharp limits, Daon N-Y."
I lift a quizzical brow: "Can a grass verge trim itself?"
"Grass is just grass - but collectively, Daon N-Y, the giant bukarna grass of the oyor does shape itself and needs no trim."
"You mean, this one is not inhabited?"
"I mean, even if it were empty of humans, the oyor would still keep neat. Yet the inhabitants exist, all right." He looks at me appraisingly, as if wondering how much comprehension to expect from me. I shrug and reassure him:
"I must already know all this, somewhere," and I tap my head. "But anyhow, it's time we went in, is it not? We need to make a home."
Thergerer replies, "We're ready to go where you tell us, Daon N-Y."
but, some ways of telling will prove better than others. I, hovering by the forest
entrance, opt to gloss the way for these uprooted folk. I shall do it with glamorous verse.
"As the Terran poet says," - say I with raised my voice - "if I can quote from memory -
...And all within were paths and alleys wide
With footing worn, and leading inward far;
Fair harbour that them seems, so in they entered are."
Whereupon, setting an example, in I entered am.
Remarkable, the crisp neatness of path. At a constant width of five yards it cuts its way through the dense mass of bukarna
stems, as far as a fork in the route some two hundred yards up ahead. I head
straight for that, glancing back once to confirm that all my company is
following in a line.
I can't hear much conversation behind me. I guess it's maybe a day of discovery for most of them too. Perhaps it's just as well nobody asks me to continue with the verses I quoted, to specify what Spenser's heroes find amid the "paths and alleys" of their Wandering Wood...
Diary of Uofanna Eem, 10,538,700 Ac:
My daughter asked me just now, "Mother, why are you starting to keep a diary today?" As though it weren't obvious. I'm afraid I was a bit short with her. (I wonder how often I fail like this. After all, isn't it my job to educate her?) "Do you mean to tell me, Cheem," I snapped, "that you didn't get any of the great thing that has happened? Were you asleep at the meeting where Frondun Stackham showed us the great invention? No, you weren't asleep, I saw you staring, as he showed us the great plan."
"Mother, you keep saying 'great'," objected Cheem. "But nothing much happened."
"Nothing much!! How can you say that? Everyone was amazed!"
Cheem just smiled at this, the cheeky squirt. "What's so good about ticking a box?"
Her pert style defused my annoyance and I hugged her. "When you're older," I assured her, "you'll look back and be thankful you witnessed the day things started to go well."
So now let me write my own appreciation of what happened when Stackham took us to the Induction Room.
It was an ordinary office, just one of those set aside for use by the Gohik Urgraon in their co-ordination of city-repairs after the Quake. Chairs, desks, shelves, a chart-screen, and that's about all.
While we were finding our seats, the mood in the room seemed divided, with most of us ready to follow any lead. I heard
neighbour Zemed Merr remark quite loudly, "The city will be better off
without him." I guess someone must have expressed to him some unease at the
Daon's departure. Fact is, every one of us felt that the loss was strange, and we were in sore need of guidance.
Stackham, as soon as we'd all scraped and jostled into our places, walked over to the chart-screen and said, "Listen now, people. A new age is upon us, and I'm going to tell you how we shall re-tool our way of life."
Serious yet up-beat. That's what we needed. No lament at what the Daon had just done, no dismay that the Heir of Olhoav had ripped up our Constitution and fled our city. Instead - words to inspire us; to promote trust in a new promise; to re-tool our imaginations.
Though for a while I didn't understand much of what he was saying, I accepted his assurance that we didn't have to absorb it all straightaway, so long as we got the point at the end.
I thus relaxed into a state of anticipatory bliss, while Stackham's grave and expert tone soothed me with a masterly admixture of Terran prose. Among these preliminaries which so nourished my soul with their mysterious gravity and promise, was an account of a marvellous invention called "Insurance".
"...And the great thing about it is, provided it's available, not having it can be as useful as having it. On the one hand, if you have it, you can get paid for a misfortune. But on the other hand if you don't have it, you can use that too - as an excuse not to do something you don't want to do, or don't know how to do, as in, 'sorry, I can't help you, my insurance doesn't cover me for that'...
"All part of the trove of Terran techniques which the Daon's Earthmind has imported here - and which have proved too much for the recipient brain's sanity. He, poor man, as an individual broke under the strain; but we are many, we are strong, and we can exploit the nous of Earth for our own purposes, in order to defeat our age-old oppressors, the Currents of Fate."
Our pulses quickened further, as we sensed the climacteric approach of the main point.
"Those cursed currents," mused Stackham, "are ridden by an elite few, the protagonists, shall we say, of history's stories - the (let me say it out loud) foregrounders, whose elite flair, called renl, gets them to suitable places at suitable moments that suit their life's privileged plots. And let us admit, no doubt about it, that what they achieve are, indeed, tasks which need to be done. Our aim must be, not to neglect those vital tasks, but to extirpate the pernicious grace which elevates their performance above the level of ordinary folk's capacities! For though renl seems very fine, in its advanced form it is a restrictive, first-class ticket to Destiny. Such tickets have always been, and always must be, reserved for the few. Justice demands that we cease to rely on them!
"Which means that we must bypass the currents of fate, ignore them or even run counter to them. We ordinary folk must take over all tasks. No matter how great the feats required, we must not baulk - we must accomplish them our way!"
At this point, my neighbour, Zemed, put up his hand. A brave thing to do, thought I, just when the exposition was in full flow towards its climax. Stackham, though, seemed to welcome being interrupted by the question:
"Sponndar F-S, don't high-grade tasks require a burden of responsibility so heavy that it could not be reasonably imposed on those not braced by fortune to bear it?"
"Ah, what you're asking is, how can we ordinary folk cope with greatness? I'm glad you asked me that, Zemed." Stackham really did look glad, as though the question were perfectly timed. "I have reached the very point at which that question needs to be tackled. Sure, we who do not ride the waves of destiny cannot bear destiny's load. But here's the point: there are so many more of us backgrounders, that to share the responsibility amongst ourselves results in such a low percentage for each individual, that it is tantamount to a zero responsibility - to avoiding responsibility altogether. And how exactly, you may ask, is this done? There - see!" He flung out his left arm. "See the great reform!"
We focused, more intensely than ever, upon the chart framed beside him.
"Feast your eyes on that," he said, and I examined section after section on the chart, each containing a blur of questions in small print. Beside each question was a box...
I've had to interrupt my account in order to put Cheem to bed. She worries me sometimes; she's so abnormally sharp, I haven't yet found a way of explaining tact to her! Never mind, in the great days to come I shall paper my walls with the great design, to keep us Plan-aligned.
Now back to my narrative. I'd truly reached the point at which I could sense that destiny had trickled down to our level.
Stackham put the tingle into words:
"Imagine you're on a task-force, reconstructing a district after the quake. You are part of an effort to co-ordinate materials, labour, schedules. If you were a foregrounder, you would saunter into the job, bolstered by your forgy destiny so as to be able intuitively to snatch solutions by being at the right place and time, and afterwards you would saunter away again. And conversely if you were one of the many backgrounder 'extras', you'd be content with that subordination. But henceforth things are going to happen in a different way: the liberated you, the ordinary person who at last can crawl out from under that old pretentious system, will be able to enjoy your rightful share of achievement in a set-up operable by all and based upon a common and equitable mechanism, not of Fate but of - wait for it - RULES!"
We gasped with wonder as he went through the specific process. He showed us how life's tasks could be subdivided and cleared with no initiative from Fate, in fact, no initiative, full stop; just requiring one key fantastic diagrammatic idea. I rather fancy I could actually sense the fate-swirls writhing in the room, like invisible tormented snakes, in their vain agony that renl is yesterday's mode, and that tomorrow belongs to -
The ego-track of Neville Yeadon:
After so many forks in the grass-forest path the conclusion is inescapable: we're skimming through a network of hexagons, like a diagram of beehive-cells, with the option of turning six times to find yourself back where you started; if you want to get somewhere different you branch onto an adjoining hexagon. The interiors of the "cells" are masses of grass forest, the stems stronger than reeds, yet more flexible than bamboo, and, at their most dense, as opaque as thick fur. The density varies, and we pass areas which would be relatively easy to stroll through, though we, riding our skimmers, have to keep to the path. I suppose it's all accessible, more or less; that even in the thickest parts a man on foot might just about manage to push his way in among the stems, if he was desperate to hide...
My imagination is getting more and more absorbed in this forest and in whom or what we're likely to meet -
Wait. I was thinking these excited thoughts as a Terran, but why not as an excited Uranian as well? Here's mystery enough for any citizen of Olhoav. None of them can claim to have thoroughly explored the oyorou, the grass forests; not even this closest one, the smurtu-oyor. And here am I, a Terran with the responsibility for leading this group of exiles in a world I don't know to a place I don't know; responsibility heaves up like a rolling wave to reach for a breaking -
- point, after which Daon Nyav Yuhlm slumped for a moment against the forward deck of his skimmer as though he had been shot by some poisoned dart. Astride the skimmer next in line omzyr Thergerer tautened with dismay and strained forward to lay a hand upon the Daon's unsteadied vehicle.
Then the omzyr relaxed as he saw his young leader's back straighten once more.
With a reassuring glance over his shoulder Daon Nyav said, "It's all right - just a double-take."
Thergerer was too relieved and respectful to inquire the meaning of that English phrase, but the Daon affably proceeded to define it anyway:
"Delayed-reaction jolt. First you see a thing, then you really see it."
"Ah," the omzyr said. "A jolt, yes, for a Terran mind. The experience which, for us Uranians, is spread evenly by apparng."
"I believe you're right there," said the Daon. "Terrans, by and large, lack apparng. They're a complacent lot, and pay the penalty, now and then, by being shaken."
"Except for your other self?" probed Thergerer, in case his double-minded leader might appreciate advice against colliding thoughts.
"My other self..." mused the Daon. "Yes, it's been a while since he's had scope for complacency. But now - I think he's going to enjoy semi-retirement!"
By apt coincidence, it was at this moment that he glimpsed a forward paleness, the first hint of a clearing that expanded into view in front of him, its greener brightness separating the lines of russet stems as if curtains were being drawn aside.
Nyav first, and then the long line of refugees floated cautiously into the clearing. Within its open acres were shrubs, huts, lawns and a few trees, and over a hundred people who stopped their work in astonishment.
A few were previous exiles, whom the Daon's company knew personally or by report; the rest, more primitively attired in fabrics woven from oyor-leaves, were plainly natives of the forest. Every one of them joined in the running forward and the cheering which expanded as recognition spread of whom had arrived.
The next thirteen days passed swiftly and successfully for Nyav Yuhlm. He felt exceedingly blessed. From the loyal acceptance he met with, both from the long-standing and from the more recent forest-folk, on top of the strokes of luck he had enjoyed to bring him this far, he knew himself to be a staggeringly fortunate young man. Amazing, how over his short life the currents of fate had wafted in his favour. One misfortune after another had been turned to advantage. The list repeatedly unreeled before his mind's eye. His early psychological abuse by Dempelath had led to that Wayfaring trip, in which the personal catastrophe of nebulation should have ruined his life; instead it had prompted the Noad to appoint him Daon precisely because an apparently incapacitated Heir would be the only kind whom the Glomb would not feel bound to assassinate; the city-brain, Dynoom, had next concocted a fantastical plan to bring an Earthmind, namely Nyav's other self, across the void, to usurp the consciousness of Nyav Yuhlm by that of the more tricky and potentially powerful Neville Yeadon, yet now where was that Earthmind? Merely a veneer to Nyav's consciousness, a handy mental layer, a patina of unique education. By means of this chain of events, Nyav while hardly yet an adult had risen to the rank of Daon and had acquired, if not earned, the love and respect of his people.
The thirteenth day after his arrival began in usual fashion: he awoke in his allocated hut in the village of Adnust, and was brought a breakfast-platter by the caterer on today's rota, a fellow named Neb Mer, who also brought a report from the look-outs who kept watch on the edge of Olhoav: as usual, no signs of ominous activity; no indications of enemy action. The regime, it seemed, had forgotten the exiles.
Daon Nyav Yuhlm emerged from his hut and wandered among his people, exchanging words here and there. Instead of riding a skimmer, he took to sitting astride a drallg, a beast of burden like a cross between two Terran creatures, a stubby caterpillar and a lizard. Thus mounted, he shared in the duties of carers and cultivators. He monitored the children's games, especially that called sklobbul played among the giant grass stems - a hide-and-seek game in which the diffuse consciousness of the oyor was reputed to join, to the extent of a shuffle of leaves or a playful swaying to close a gap. One could never be sure it was safe, but neither might it be safe to ban such a traditional pastime, lest it turn out to possess an essential adaptive purpose. He also lasered the pestiferous mnortz whenever he saw one of them lying in wait on the horizontal upper leaves; he reported on any fomnads or "pawn-clouds" that might be gliding low over the oyor; and he did not disdain to dig for foobafods. Mid-morning he paid a visit to Gevuldree, wife of Noad Barlayn Lamiroth. She, who had been born in the farmlands of the flaon-scrorr, had adapted well to forest life.
Passing him a cup of leaf-brew, she said to him, "This hut of mine reminds me of the wooden house where I grew up. You can hear the occasional compacting creak, here as well. I love this place."
"I'm glad you've settled, Gevuldree." He knew better than to say, glad you're happy. The willowy, blonde-haired, grey-skinned woman was an embodiment of patient, background courage in the face of tragedy, and he wondered which might hurt her more: for him to remark, or fail to remark, upon the reason.
She may have read his thought; she said, "Oh, when I say I love this place, that only means it makes life bearable; it's not and never will be good enough."
This, he reckoned, gave him permission to say: "If your husband could be rescued, it would necessarily be for a short time only."
"But it would be worth it! What grieves me most is that I have not even cleanly lost Barlayn as I would have done if we had been parted by straightforward death: his continued suspended animation, in some laboratory stronghold in Olhoav, is far worse than if he were restored to me alive for his final few days."
"So you are definitely telling me," said Nyav pensively, "that if it were possible to awaken him and get him out - "
"He and I would, in that event, gladly face his doom together. When the Sixtieth Day claimed him, I could say a proper farewell."
The Noad's Heir silently weighed the burden of becoming Noad himself, against the solace of a short preceding period in which to imbibe the wisdom of Noad Barlayn, if the rescue were possible.
Meanwhile the Noad's wife sighed, "Then when my own time is up, who knows? I might meet him again in the second life. Small the probability may be, but don't tell me it is non-existent."
Nyav Yuhlm ached with admiration and pity. Beneath these helpless emotions, though, a suggestion in the woman's words laid the preparatory fuse to an explosive idea in his deepest mind.
After he had bidden farewell to Gevuldree, the Daon ambled pensively towards the far side of the clearing, where, since yesterday afternoon, his skimmer had been parked. Melancholy the visit had been, yet perhaps of some value in its clarity. Be that as it may, he was relieved to find himself once more in the open air, and suddenly gripped with a keen desire to explore beyond the usual daily round of his small domain. Why not? He might, come to think of it, mount his skimmer and shoot right through the forest to its other side.
Yes, it was time he got round to doing that; should be interesting. And perhaps a way of avoiding today's encounter with Dittri his erstwhile carer... his little admirer who, every day in the forest so far, had found some good excuse to edge respectfully up, to enquire if she might help in any way, if he needed anything.
He wished in vain to be able to shout, "Yes, girl, I do need something - to whit, you - or rather I need first to be able to slip off this steed that I'm riding I know not where; dismount from fate, divest myself of the dayonnad, become an ordinary man responsible to no special destiny, free to plunge at will into the bliss of a carefree backgrounder life with you, you fuzzy glow of warmth and love, whom currently I dare not touch."
Dittri was a problem, no doubt about it, unless, of course, his fate could rightly be read in the role of grass-forest chieftain, a petty ruler sunk into the obscurity of a permanent, sleepy-souled exile.
If that really was where his duty lay, then the serene Dittri would be his perfect mate and the sooner he secured her the better, lest she change her mind... for surely, her tranquil loyalty must eventually be repelled by his coolness.
The question would not go away, but surely it need not be answered on this particular 10,538,713rd day of Era 89?
...Enjoying the peace and solitude of the further reaches of the forest, the dappling russet-and-green vertical stripes on the bukarna stems, beneath the rustlings of the swaying leaf-tufts above his head, the idly skimming Daon felt drawn to the dreamy irrelevance of the oyor; exhilarated by its indifference to man. These grasses, he guessed, would outlive man. Uranian humankind - the Nenns - knew in advance the length of their species-lifetime; knew that they had about six-sevenths of their course still to run - something which his Terran self, Neville Yeadon, had learned in the holocube library of the Zveggh-Yerrand. Yes, approximately 86,000 human life-lengths (7.2 million Terran years) remain of our sojourn on Ooranye.
It was an awareness hard-wired into native brains, and now that his Uranian mind was back in full control Nyav Yuhlm had fully re-acquired this characteristic, but a ghostly remnant of his Terran reflexes added piquant startlement at such pinpointing of the end. Thus his sense of wonder was nourished from two worlds.
Presently his ears told him that he was being followed. The hum of a skimmer, though faint, is unmistakable. Well, well, he thought, with rueful admiration. Quite a little tracker.
This interruption to his solitude came just at the point where the path promised to debouch into the open plain, which would allow him to accelerate, but he ruled out that option with its appearance of undignified flight. On the contrary, thought the Daon: he would stop right here. He would dismount, relax, and study the landscape which he had come to see. He would not be pressurized.
So the Daon stepped down to stand beside his hovering skimmer.
The other skimmer also came to a stop and he heard its pilot alight; footsteps approached over the gralm.
Without turning his head the Daon remarked, "It had to happen, sooner or later."
The girl came to stand beside him and her gaze aligned with his as she, too, looked out over the plain, to a mast which rose about a mile off, mid-way between the forest at their back and two other oyorou in the further distance.
"Daon Nyav, you mean that thing..."
He turned his head and smiled at her without any of the irritation or frustration which he had expected to feel. The situation had turned pleasant, because their currents had bundled together at this omen which she could recognize as well as he.
The surveillance mast out there must, he guessed, be Number One in the series, whereas the much more distance example he had encountered on the fateful day of his nebulation was Number Twenty-Two, a newer structure but essentially similar to this.
"Yes," he replied, "that's my next step. You know, Dittri, this can't go on. Your patient loyalty puts me to shame. I must take some action that befits a Daon, instead of running to seed in a forest without first having struck back at the Glomb. But before I do..." he turned fully to face her.
She put her hands on his shoulders, her face a nose-breadth from his, and gently took over the sentence he had started. "...You're going to thank and praise me with kind words, but there's no need," she said. "I learned a good English phrase: I quit while I'm ahead."
No, thought Nyav, she deserves more than a modest allowance of fond memory.
With passion he broke out with, "Look here, I know you'd be the best - "
The girl chuckled. "Hold it right there," she said. "That's the best note for me to leave..."
"No," he decided. "I want you to accompany me."
She asked no questions. Quickly she re-mounted her skimmer while he straddled his. Side by side they hummed away, towards the mile-distant mast which rapidly grew in their field of vision.
During the minute it took to get there, Nyav experienced the passage of moments in an accelerated stream, the pressure of the flow of events now roaring down a gully of narrowed fate, so that he realized he had mis-read the peace of the past thirteen days: peace and quiet need not be read as a new normality; it's merely that every so often a rapid advance needs to pause while the supply-train catches up with the front line, and, now the catch-up had occurred, the next spurt of advance was imminent. Military metaphors crowded his brain. They spurred him to frantic speed in dismounting, reaching for the mast's rungs, hauling himself up from rung to rung as he climbed... Just once he looked down to wave at Dittri's diminishing upturned face.
Apparently the old televisual surveillance structure was about twice as tall as the newer and more distant one he'd climbed on the day of his nebulation; but eventually he reached the top, about forty yards above the plain.
He peered into a polished concavity and saw, via two-way TV screen, into the surveillance room in the monitoring centre in Olhoav.
Without delay, words appeared on the screen.
SPEAK. I CAN READ YOUR LIPS.
He need not 'beat about the bush' in any communication with the colossal city-brain. "I wish to attempt an attack on the Husnuth building. I want to rescue the Noad from stasis. Give me your reaction to this idea."
YOU CAN TRY.
"Huh - that was a Ghepion-shrug if ever there was one! Are you, by any chance, interested enough to help?"
DAON, LISTEN TO MY FEARS. I DREAD LEST HYALA BECOME INVOLVED.
"Hyala? My friend and ally, the healer who lodged me... I would not that she came to any harm, certainly, but why should she get involved?"
I LEARNED FROM THE SNADDY-GALOMM THAT SHE IS NONE OTHER THAN THE RETURNED SECOND-LIFE SOUL OF SUNNOAD HYALA MOVOUN.
The silence of astonishment reigned. Nyav Yuhlm's blood rushed to his head. Staggered by the idea that he might have met the First Sunnoad in person, he felt the mast itself swaying. Is this claim at all possible, he wondered. Theoretically, the answer had to be yes. And if anyone could be certain of such a thing, apart from Hyala herself, it would have to be Dynoom.
HAVE YOU GRASPED WHAT I HAVE TOLD YOU?
"I suppose so." Trickles of rumour, thought Nyav, which I may have picked up subliminally, during that time when I was in no condition to assess what I heard... "But why hasn't Hyala herself... No, wait, I see why she couldn't risk announcing the truth. She would not risk the enemy knowing."
BESIDES, SHE CAN HARDLY FACE IT HERSELF.
"Still, if she's the First Sunnoad, she must know it, and what's more, if she's the First Sunnoad, no power on Ooranye can or should prevent her from doing what she thinks is right. And yet," continued Nyav, arguing with himself, "I see that we must keep her out of this... She belongs to all Nennkind... But meanwhile you, Dynoom, you can still help my plans."
ALL THE MORE SHALL I HELP, SINCE IF YOU DON'T RESCUE THE NOAD, EVENTUALLY HYALA MAY TRY. IT IS INFINITELY BETTER THAT YOU ARE THE ONE TO TAKE THE RISK. DON'T BE OFFENDED - BUT YOU ARE EXPENDABLE; SHE IS NOT.
"I'm not offended at all," said Nyav sincerely. As he said this he was aware of an agreement on the part of that remnant of his Terran consciousness, which still draped itself like a light shawl over the controlling awareness of his native self. It was as if Neville Yeadon, Londoner, had been developing his own hunches concerning Hyala Movoun. Strange! What in the world could a Terran know about Ooranye's First Sunnoad?
Shrugging off that bizarre thought, Nyav Yuhlm concentrated upon the task at hand, which was to draw up a detailed plan, including any contribution which Dynoom might care to offer, for an attack upon the Husnuth in Olhoav...
...and when eventually the Daon climbed back down to the ground, Dittri took one look at him and glanced away, repressing a sigh. Her idyll was over. She could tell this not only from his far-gazing, abstracted expression, but from a huger and wider force which she wordlessly recognized: a psychic wave-front, the invisible power of a major current sweeping her man far out of her reach.
Here, when the current accelerates, is where we narrators must take most care NOT to "join up the dots", lest we mislead.
Whereas the people of Olhoav before Dempelath's rise to power were accustomed to spend hours accomplishing routine tasks by smoothly emulsified "work-trance", the Daon now contrastingly slid into an "adventure-trance" of episodic highlights.
Perhaps this was the only way he could have stood the pressure.
After the dialogue on the mast, the next he knew he was being shown a group of three prisoners, allegedly captured spies, presented to him by a gathering of his followers at the corner of a vheic-field, in sight of Olhoav.
"Listen to this one," Thergerer advised him. "He says he is Oa Garar, the Chairman of a Committee, whatever that is..."
Oa Garar was a hefty man, broad-faced, nonchalant, his arm casually resting upon the skimmer he had been forced to dismount. He ignored the lasers levelled at him and at his two companions.
"All right," the Daon found himself saying to Oa Garar, "I gather you were trying to keep watch on us, so maybe you recognize that we mean business."
"Threats," sneered Oa Garar. "Looks like you yalolums are preparing to write more history with sponnd-bolts. Fate spouting its old Vanadium-era bombast."
Thergerer explained to Nyav, "Apparently, yalolum is a new pejorative term for dissident exiles like us. Derives from yalul [decay], I suppose."
"Then let's take it as a compliment," the Daon grinned, "and show that we yalolums can deal one last wallop before we decompose. Unless," he added with a contemptuous gaze at Oa Garar, "you Glombers rot before we do."
That went down well with his followers. A voice from their number said, "Maybe they'll be too busy filling in forms to notice!"
"Ticking boxes!" cried another amid laughter.
"Anyhow," said Nyav more calmly, "time will tell who wins this culture war. Meanwhile, omzyr Thergerer, you will detail a few guards to go back to Adnust with the prisoners. After they've been confined in our village for a couple of days, we'll let them return to their beloved boss - or they can stay and spy some more if they wish; it will scarcely matter by then. The rest of us - we know what to do..."
...Infiltration, that was the first part of the plan: the reverse of the "exfiltration" by which they had escaped Olhoav. Their aim now was to re-enter singly, then form up once more at a rendezvous point close to the Husnuth, whereupon, in sight of their goal, they might see more precisely how best to carry out their attack.
Nyav halted his skimmer above a deserted wedge of city floor close to the rim in Fraonj District. So far, all had gone well with him. No one had challenged him - the tyrant of Olhoav could hardly ensure that his city bristled with guards all along its circumference. Rather, the defence lay in depth...
...He caught sight of a movement: a swirl of cloak half-hidden beyond an ornamental column of stone...
...Now he had joined the slim figure in the penumbral shelter where she, inexplicably, had been waiting for him. "How did you..." he began to ask.
"I am not quite alone," Hyala said. "I have helpers, and minutes ago it was reported to me that some... yalolum," she smiled, "were returning"
"Uh... but..." He swallowed at the brave sight of her. Awe fell on him, poured on him: the vision of a beauty and a dignity so exalted that it merged with ease into a gentle kindness, without strain on her part but with plenty of strain on his: he must endure the receiver's overload, the helpless, impossible longing to be worthy, to give back, to express eloquent gratitude for the encounter -
"You mean," she helped, "how did I guess you might come this way? It's the most direct route; almost line-of-sight to the Husnuth. You see, I know what you're about to attempt, Daon N-Y. If anyone can do it, Earthmind, you can."
The emotional impact of Hyala Movoun upon Nyav was considerable at the calmest of times; today amidst his perilous mission her presence put him in desperate disquiet; moreover from his Terran basement seeped a baffling whisper, I don't care how, I just know she's Rosamund - accompanied by a panicky itch of inferiority. Nyav shook his head; he couldn't afford crazy nonsense just now; he had better tell her:
"I'm no longer in Terran mode, Hyala! That alien part of me has been swept under the... er... carpet. All right, I'm still fluent in that kind of lingo, but let me put it this way: Neville Yeadon is no longer boss. Were you hoping for some Earth-style coup by any chance? Because if so - "
"Whatever most helps you to survive, that's what I hope for, Nyav," she said, "and if there's anything I can do to help rescue Barlayn - "
"I may get back to you on that offer," he evaded. But silently he said, Oh no you don't, you fount of splendours, you are going to stay safe, and besides, I sort of agree with that funny voice inside me which now is repeating, can't win this princess, whatever a princess may be. For just suppose that I did 'win' her: could I possibly live up to the honour? No. Nobody could.
He took his leave, and his craft nosed onwards towards the mission's target.
...Hyala meanwhile, her features drawn, her posture bowed in resignation, spoke softly to a panel on the adjacent wall. "Dynoom, he did what you wished: he refused my help."
"Do you blame me for insisting?" came the melodious reply.
"No," she answered wanly. "You have your faults, but... compared to the horrendous things I had to do at the end of my first life..."
...Nyav meanwhile, borne on by the blast of destiny, reached the disused rostrum known as the Ghnoyngh. The rendezvous appeared successful: he noted several of his followers, scattered among the citizens going about their business around the heap known as the Husnuth.
No other building in Olhoav looks at all like this one: a Terran might liken it to a roughly pyramidal mound of giant paint-pots connected by ramps and corridors. From his vantage on the Gnhoyngh, Nyav had a good general view of the porous institution which he intended to raid. Luckily, he and his men weren't the only ones eyeing the Husnuth. Object of constant curiosity to the citizens, the research-complex attracted a sprinkling of sightseers, especially in troubled times when people were apt to wonder what new bane or blessing might issue from its laboratories.
The entrances had to be open, guarded but not locked, so as to permit the passage of scientists. Each guard wore a brown arm-band with the Glombs's orax insigne, and now the time had come for the Daon and his followers to don the same. An
immediate frontal attack was out of the question, for even if they got
past the outer defences the enemy would have time to call upon
reinforcements and there would be no chance left to discover the stasis chamber where the Noad was held. So they could only get in by disguising themselves as guards.
Nyav nodded a signal, and saw Thergerer nod back. Good old Thergerer, who had devoted himself, during the course of a long career as omzyr, to the arts of urban defence against nomadic pirates and wilderness clouds - skills not quite relevant to the task at hand... though the man's courage and coolness and general competence were reassuring. Nyav put his armband on, Thergerer followed suit, and those in the band who were watching him presumably did the same. Then, for the famous Daon, a quick smear of wunn-juice to blur his features, though the effect would dissolve in a few minutes. It all should work, insisted the wave. Initial disguise; penetration of the scientific stronghold; play it by ear till a well-placed order or inquiry reveals the location of the stasis chamber; and lastly, a swift attack, a rescue, and exit amid the confusion. Assumption piled upon assumption: that's how to get through. Who's that cackling? Be quiet, Neville Yeadon, you pesky Terran ghost. Laugh at our waves of fortune, would you? They're the ways things get done around here...
...A swirl of luck favoured him at his entry point: the guard accepted his insigne without question, picking on another for his random check. Gifted with an advanced sense of direction in three dimensions, the Daon then explored, losing and regaining the sight of his companions, the members of the group pretending not to know each other. Signs and noticeboards on the orange walls, and the glint of apparatus seen through open doors under ceiling glare, hinted at overpowering complexity, with no general plan of the building to guide the uninitiated - and the swirl of luck gurgled away. He was lost. He was bound to be lost. What did he expect? That corner-laugh in his brain resumed...
Still, he could remain confident, because his spatial awareness was like that of a top-rank Terran footballer who can visualise the pitch as if from above - hey Neville Yeadon, thanks for that comparison; you, too, must want to get safely out of this.
Of course he did not dare to ask the way. But he could waylay a scientist to ask, "Has there been any disturbance in the region of the stasis chamber?" - and note the man's involuntary glance, which revealed the general direction.
The corridor widened and became a flight of steps. Nyav descended into a great hallway amid a busy crowd. Raising his eyes to the other side he saw his destination proclaimed in flashing letters: STASIS CENTRE. AUTHORISED PERSONNEL ONLY. The sign extended over several windows and a door guarded by a nyr of twelve men. Other sponndarou in greater numbers thronged the hallway, rendering the Daon's mission all the more hopeless.
It was no use. He glanced right and left, and saw, a few yards away, the same conclusion on the faces of Lanok Ryr, Thergerer and two other of his followers, Laar Thonost and Drayf Ollomb. His group had done a good enough job of getting this far, but this looked like the end of the road. He might conceivably talk his way past the section entrance but any attempt to get the Noad out of there would bring instant overwhelm. So it made no sense to advance any further. And yet he, Daon Nyav, hadn't even halted in his tracks; his legs still moved, he still walked as though assured of success -
Not compelled, oh no, he was quite free to retreat if he so decided, it was merely that he could not muster any belief in that decision, so, in effect, he saw no other option than to smooth his face, accept his trajectory, pretend it was his own idea - and believe it was about to become his own idea.
Rubbish, scoffed the Terran corner-voice; it's not your idea, it's the wave's idea. That wave is using you, it led you here by a false promise, and now you're being diverted, tossed somewhere different -
Be quiet, you, thought Nyav. Destiny always uses its subjects...
...Nevertheless he was aghast at this roller-coaster wave (thank you Neville for that description) especially now that he sensed he was on its down-slope, a plunge towards collision with the unknown. For, having turned from the stasis section, he found his course funnelled down a different corridor towards halls of unrecognizable purpose.
Here were far fewer guards than around the stasis lab, perhaps because this 'restricted area' had not been publicised and Dempelath saw no reason to draw attention to it. Here fate's forward wave seized Nyav with savage force. Or to put it another way, he determined to smash his way in, to let Dempelath know he'd been robbed! One last chance to deal such a blow. Never again would he enjoy such an advantage of surprise...
...He was in a chamber of nested pipes and a trough in which an odd tool or weapon lay half-covered in a watery film. Time had absolutely run out. Shouts came from the doorway and a glint of sponnd-blades. At the other, further door, Thergerer and Lanok hesitated - he waved them on - he would follow - just one thing first -
He reached his right hand into the trough and grabbed its strange developing thing: an opalescent plastic toy like a half-melted fake Terran pistol. He tore it out of its birth-place and stumbled after his companions.
A couple of scientists in the corridor knew him and called out his name - the wunn-juice he'd rubbed on his face must have dissolved, leaving him recognizable. The men read the situation and did not hesitate: drawing their lasers, they switched to blade-mode and urged the Daon to run, promising that they would cover his retreat, and calling to others to help. Others however supported the guards who rushed into the corridor from both ends. After that it was a rout. Two of the Daon's band, Trinz Merr and Zemed Basnaff, were killed in the chaotic escape from the Husnuth, and the rest would not have got out at all if it had not been for the sacrifice of others in the civil strife ignited by the raid. As it was, under cover of tumult the raiders got away from the building, from the city...
...Nyav rested that evening in his village home. He leaned back in his chair, checked that he was alone - his door was usually open but not now, and no one could be seen through the windows - and took the piece of mysterious loot from the folds of his cloak. He turned the pistol-shaped object over and over in his hands. He rattled it beside his ear and heard -
Stupp. Stupp. Stupp....
A self-identifier; a recorded name. And that was all. No clue as to what the thing actually was.
In his grief at the deaths his raid had caused, Nyav Yuhlm sought a way to cushion his conscience against the reckoning. Was this piece of plunder the justification, this weird object he had seized in the chamber of gadget-growths? One might hope that it had been valuable to Dempelath. It might even turn out to be a tremendous find... But look at the thing... a lightweight plastic toy.
In the end, Nyav felt bound to seek absolution from elsewhere. He would borrow an excuse from that master of excuses, his Terran self.
Here it came:
My personal debt, like the National Debts of Earth, can be shunted forward by borrowing, deferring, cheating - while meanwhile I grow better able to pay.
First, in that line of recompense:
..."You want me to stay?" the girl asked, her eye-lids three-quarters closed as she tried to believe her ears.
"Dittri, the fact is, I need you," said Nyav.
With a shake of the head she replied, "You've got me..."
Then they were in each other's arms, and he let go of all thoughts of Hyala Movoun.
Dittri was the woman for him. She was loving, she was a radiance to drown discontent, and she was here.
As for the reincarnated First Sunnoad - let her live with her greatness, and grow, as she must, into the principal remaining hope for those living under the tyranny of the Glomb; for "Daon" Nyav Yuhlm was finished as a force in Olhoav.
I'll keep the title rather than upset my followers, but from now on I'm a village headman, no more...
...The village of Adnust lacked any mirrors of glass, but the inhabitants fulfilled the requirements of a wedding ceremony by scraping a patch of ground clear of gralm to uncover the reflective ice. Standing in front of this natural mirror the lovers spoke their vows, and became man and wife.
Amid the euphoria of the moment the bridegroom nudged a thought at his Terran self: see, this is a world where things go right!
In truth he had surfed onto a smoother wave, which promised a quieter existence. Challenges could still be discerned through his fog of wedded bliss; the material standard of living was poorer than that in the city had been; hunting the pransdrugh for meat and the gloggadoa for defence were dangerous activities; but by and large, life in the oyor seemed as good as it gets -certainly a vast improvement upon Olhoav under the Glomb.
For a few score of days, the Daon kept a rota of observers watching the city for signs that the regime might be preparing a counter-stroke in retaliation for his raid, but afterwards he relaxed his vigilance. Dempelath apparently did not want involvement with outsiders, not even to conquer them. Whatever evil stew the tyrant might be cooking, its power burned low and the lid stayed firm.
The happy days rolled on. Two children were born to Nyav and Dittri. In accordance with immemorial custom, father and mother listened with extra care for each baby's first sounds, for on Ooranye you pronounce your own real name before you learn to speak. The boy, squirming in his cot, uttered a wheezy, gurgly "Tsritton"; the girl, four hundred days later, formed the sounds that fixed her as "Idova Sganna".
Just one name for the boy; two names for the girl... Nyav felt a brief anxiety over this difference. Would jealousies and quarrels ensue?
A calming thought descended: the whole wirrip-versus-forg thing had been on the way out even before the flight from Olhoav. It had fluidised from destiny into mere fashion; it was fashion rather than destiny which determined whether, like Lanok Ryr, one changed from one name to two, or, like Thergerer, from two names to one. For each type of change, motives abound, thought Nyav, and my children will choose what they like.
As it turned out, never did he hear any talk of Tsritton as "backgrounder" or his two-named sister as "foregounder". Occasionally they squabbled, as children will, but on the name-status issue peace reigned between them.
It was the peace of innocence, for they never showed awareness of any significant distinction between one- and two-named persons; and this had to be because, in the bucolic culture of the oyor, such things did not and could not matter, for as Nyav realized, we're all backgrounders here. Much of the time Tsritton and Idova did not even seem to understand that "Daon" was a title rather than a part of their father's name.
The evidence that clinched Nyav's trust in this egalitarian idyll, came to his notice when his son and daughter grew into the hobbies stage. Both of them showed an entirely innocent fascination in the lore of the tribes of the oyorou - lore which might have ruined their peace, but did not.
He long remembered the day they told him what they had been doing. They'd dug into the underground ice-fissures that linked one oyor with another; they'd explored the roots that ran along them; they'd talked with tribesmen about the sagga laffa mannag, the superstition that the oyor were capable of thought and had communicated with Nennkind in precyclic days; they'd compiled lists of persons' names and drew conclusions about which betokened a current and which a precyclic origin. "Look, Father, see the patterns in these names!" And in all of this, nothing sparked any query concerning two names versus one. Right, that's that! thought Nyav, with more than one sigh of huge relief.
He was so elated, that he let his dormant Terran consciousness out on a short bit of leash. That's to say, he indulged his inner Neville Yeadon, allowing him a few minutes of virtual dual-control. And then put him back under...
It was a gesture that reflected the profundity of Nyav's contentment. The days rolled on in their thousands, and life was very good.
But all waves are finite...
It needs to be emphasized, that it was a quiet life only in the sense that former ambitions had gone to their graves, memories of Olhoav's unprecedented power struggles softening in time's haze. Rural existence nevertheless brought its own dangers and excitements, albeit part of the natural order and no revolutionary surprise.
Nyav Yuhlm, it turned out, was an effective hunter. Occasionally he wondered whether this was because his time as a nebulee had left in him a special affinity with the mysteries of the wilderness. Be that as it may, he became a dangerous foe to the monstrous gloggadoa.
Terran readers need to imagine a torso like that of a brontosaurus, but without legs, and an equivalent neck without a mouth; the suckered mouths are on the ends of what look like dorsal spines. The gloggadoa moves by squirming like a snake; it crushes to pulp any living thing that stands in its way. Its spines then bend sideways and down, so that the mouths may ingest the pulp.
The beast is not only fantastically dangerous in itself but also the cause of destructive stampedes on the part of other creatures of oyor and plain.
Nyav's reputation as a slayer of the gloggadoa was born on a day when he unexpectedly faced one alone, before the other huntsmen in his band could catch up with him. He ran to the side; it squirmed to block his way; he altered course and ran towards its chest, intuiting that it could not writhe directly forwards while oriented full length. It would either have to manoeuvre its bulk against him - which would take a bit of time - or it would have to bludgeon him with neck and head if it wanted to get him without delay. He looked up into the looming eyes and guessed the secret of its power: that it knew a kind of beast-evil, a mindless joy in destruction. That, he thought, excuses a like response in me. Rather than rely on projectile bolts, he stood his ground with laser in blade-mode, and with a combination of rare luck and skill he decapitated his foe as the neck swung.
Though he afterwards accepted his friends' admonition not to try that way again, the feat became legendary, a tale that soon spread to farmers and gatherers oppressed by the gloggadoa. And one of his leadership duties became that of leading community expeditions from far and wide against those dreaded flatteners of fields.
The hunt gathered next to the vitreous grove of Oculd, amid the Hillocks of Kalnd. Men and women from Adnust and from neighbouring oyorou, plus some of the farmers from the flaon-scrorr around Olhoav, floated to a halt beside the glittering spikes of the harubhru-trees. They dismounted, exchanged greetings, chatted and lounged beside their hovering skimmers. Cloaks flapped in the breeze, brightly colouring the jovial encampment.
Daon Nyav Yuhlm gazed with fond pride over his people. Cheerfully they anticipated the imminent expedition against a particularly malevolent specimen which in recent days had been flattening crops and damaging grasses for scores of miles around. Nyav's family were present with the gathered hunters, for neither Dittri nor the children could be kept away. Tsritton and Idova were doubtless appreciative of the variety of names here assembled; some of whom, such as Snovonvon, Deeklemel and Pranvoiut, seemed indeed as though they might belong to previous cycles... Nyav's glance veered to note the bittersweet contentment of Lanok Ryr and Gevuldree, holding hands as usual, accepting a measure of contentment although by their own lights of honour they could not marry while Barlayn Lamiroth lived in his state of living death... On wandered the Daon's glance, round to the crystal grove itself, where fuzzy white lights pulsed in the boles of the harubhru; sentient, perhaps intelligent, perhaps not... Let mysteries be. To "solve" one is merely to uncover another. Our lives, mused Nyav vaguely, are the leisurely drift of motes in luminescent air, wherein even griefs flow comfortably towards extinction...
His eye caught a dot approaching from across the plain.
Too far to guess who the skimmjard might be. What could be deduced from the bearing? A bit off for the smurtu-oyor. From some farm community, then, in the flaon-scrorr? Maybe, but farmers usually didn't skim so fast. They preferred to observe while they travelled, whereas this fellow's priority was top speed...
I know, thought Nyav with a sinking of the heart. It is coming from the city.
His companions made the same deduction, and instinctively withdrew, to leave him in a private space.
The oncoming courier, discerning the Daon's blue cloak, adjusted course. He arrived, blunt-featured and wordless, close enough to pass a scroll to Nyav - who guessed that the fellow had been chosen from the dimmest backgrounder ranks, leaving no chance that he might read and understand the message he'd carried.
In fact the clown did not intend to wait for a reply. He began to turn his skimmer. "Hey," said Thergerer, and stopped him. "This fellow is assuming that the sender doesn't require an answer."
In other words, that I shall have to do what's asked of me, the Daon reflected. "Keep him here!"
The gathering was quiet, watching Nyav as he unrolled the message while its bearer looked impatiently back towards Olhoav.
Below the lines of print dangled a jewel-like seal. It teased Nyav's eye with its beauty while he scanned the words.
Day 10,543,596 of the Actinium Era.
From Dynoom to Daon Nyav Yuhlm.
I have discovered what Dempelath is planning. It is infinitely worse than anyone has feared so far. If left unchecked it will rot the entire planet; neither my powers nor yours, nor your fellow dissidents, can avail against it. We have all been fools. You must not delay - head for the heartland! Organize an expedition from among your people, to seek help from Syoom!
Take this letter with you. The crystal appended will communicate to you the nature of the peril. Hold it to your forehead and you will receive a message mind-to-mind. This is necessary because words cannot capture the nightmare; you must share my thoughts. And then take it to the Sunnoad, and get him to do the same.
Do not delay, even to reply; we have all wasted time enough. GET HELP FROM STYOOM.
...Nyav looked up. Folk were eyeing him with curiosity and yet - none seemed wholeheartedly keen to learn...
Without a word he held out the message to Thergerer, who happened to be the nearest of them.
The omzyr took the paper and read it through. Omzyr and Daon then exchanged looks. "Well?" asked Nyav.
"I think," said Thergerer with pursed lips, "that Dynoom perhaps doesn't...er... know us plains-dwellers intimately."
Nyav smiled, "As the Terrans say - you can say that again."
The omzyr relaxed as though reprieved... "We're not doing it?"
"How can we?"
The idea that they might cross the thousands upon thousands of miles that led from this isolated spot on the planet's Sunside, all the way to the heartland of civilization, was preposterous. Not that the main obstacle had ever been discussed, within living memory.
The unspeakable monster of Zyperan, of a nature more frightful than a million gloggadoa, was rumoured to lie athwart one or another of the routes to Syoom - and that rumour was enough. Dynoom should have known better than to ask.
Perhaps the crystal seal might convince, reflected Nyav, if he did as he was told - if he held it to his forehead.
Hence, since he declined to be convinced, he made sure he did not perform the action.
"Let's draft a reply to Dynoom," he said to Thergerer. "We owe him that much. We'll do it now. Others can get on with the hunt. Lanok can lead them."
Lanok Ryr, excited and honoured by this appointment, departed with the eager expedition, leaving the dire stuff to the Daon and the old omzyr.
The crowd having gone, Thergerer and Nyav commanded the messenger to wait while a reply to Dynoom was composed...
The reply was never sent.
The first delay came when the messenger, who had refused to dismount from his skimmer, seized the opportunity to zoom back where he came from. Thergerer drew sponnd, with a questioning look at his leader; Nyav shrugged and shook his head. "Let him go." He and the omzyr returned to their drafting, but it seemed less urgent now, since somebody from their own community would have to convey any reply to Olhoav, and it was not obvious how that could be done without undue risk. The longer the minutes dragged by, the more they even wondered whether they need respond to Dynoom at all.
Next, utterly eclipsing any concern for dealings with the city-brain, skimmers in premature return from the hunting expedition brought shouts which made Nyav reel. His sight darkened, as voices in his ear babbled the terrible news.
On the far side of the hillocks, the hunters had met their prey far sooner than expected, for a thunderous stampede of terrified creatures announced the gloggadoa immediately beyond them. Eight villagers were caught and killed; Nyav's family were in the path of destruction; the children by a miracle survived in the shelter of a mound, but Dittri was trampled into a formless mass.
That night, as he lay in bed alone, stupefyed with despair, Nyav heard a voice whisper in his mind.
I can help you, it said.
Oh, go away, Nyav thought back.
No, really, I can help you.
Why? What can you do - what's so great about you?
I know, I know, I am merely the other you. Still, why not listen? What have you got left to lose?
It's more a question of what my children have left to lose. You see, I can guess what you're about to recommend. And it's best if they don't lose their father as well as their mother.
Ah, but you're not a great deal of use to them in any case, are you? Not as the wreck you are - and not just because you've lost your wife.
Quiet, you -
I'm going to be firm with you, Nyav. You're a splintered wreck. Do as I suggest, and at least you will become whole - because what you ought to be, what you naturally are, is a wave-rider, an achiever, a mission-finisher. You know this. You know what business remains unfinished.
Nyav hated to reply. Intensely hated! Suddenly he saw a way out. Just do the thing. Get it over.
On that impulse, he peered into the darkness. Ah, there, in the corner of his bedroom, the orange glow of the lambent seal attached to the letter from Dynoom!
He groped, fumbled, clapped the seal to his forehead...
The ego-track of Neville Yeadon:
Ha - it's like seizing a baton from a doddering conductor. Just as well I did. Nyav couldn't take what Dynoom has to tell.
I can hardly grasp it myself, except for the yuck flavour... anyhow that's a job, as Dynoom said, for the Sunnoad himself. To convey the letter there, who but I? My head surfaces, my mind inhales control - back in the will's saddle, not before time.
Henceforth, what's more, I intend to stay that way.
My excuse gets stronger the more I consider. It's not only that my native self can't cope with the horror in the city-brain's message. It's that the journey I - we - must take, is one which Nyav couldn't face even commencing, even though it seems to me to offer a far better prospect than staying here to wallow in sorrow's swamp. Don't want to drown in that, which we both will unless I channel despair into purpose.
Therefore, keep a clamp on the decision-making process!
And as for the journey, yes, I admit there must be something out there which has barred anyone else, so far as is known, from the return to Syoom - but the bogeys of Uranian tradition do not terrify me.
I've left written messages: to my children, to Thergerer and Lanok and Gevuldree, and to Dynoom. Will folk think badly of me? I suspect that no matter how much I am respected and loved, the community will feel unspoken relief that, with me gone, they won't have such awkward waves to ride.
What do I take with me? Laser, rations, torch, the missive from Dynoom and the hellish stupp from the Husnuth. A packed, provisioned skimmer and a determined will - these I will set against the perils of Fyaym.
First, though, one last silent goodbye - I must see where Dittri fell. I hear they have marked the spot with a mound of gralm...
...What's this - lights beside the mound? A couple, keeping vigil.
Lanok comes forward and explains, "We didn't wish to wake you..."
Gevuldree chides him, "'Wake'? Do you really think he had a chance of sleeping?"
I tell them where I intend to go.
Incredulity greets my words, followed by... yes, that secret relief.
Gevuldree starts to say, "But don't you think Tsritton and Idova..."
"Need a father? Even more," I reply, "they need a world."
"Do you really mean," demands Lanok hoarsely, "that your journey... is to preserve the world?"
"Sounds absurd," I admit. "So absurd that I've told no one, though I've left letters..."
"Letters?" gapes Gevuldree. "How can you..." She falters.
"You were about to say, how can I be so inhuman as to leave my children without saying goodbye?"
She looks closely into my face. "I was going to say that, yes, but now - I see."
Perceptive woman. Wishing that Lanok might understand it too, I put it into words. "I refused a wave that beckoned me; next thing I knew, Dittri was killed. See what that implies? See what might ensue if I refuse again? I hate to think what the next lesson would be... No, it is destiny that is inhuman, not I."
Lanok nods, "And you are afraid of good-byes, lest they shake your resolve." He stares glumly at the ground.
"Shake hands all round," I suggest with a lopsided grin. "It's the Terran way."
"Oh," they both say, perhaps now guessing who's in charge in my head.
Leaving them there in the darkness, I skim away with my dark thoughts.
I am voyaging alone, to do what has never been done, and if I am to succeed, I had better hold fast to the real reason.
I do not undertake this odyssey simply to evade the orbiting dagger of grief that swoops and stabs, swoops and stabs -
The real reason (if only I had admitted it straightaway, Dittri might still be alive - but shut that, shut that!) - the real reason, I at last know, is, as I hinted to my friends just now, the basic law, the way of this world:
All right, wave, all right, I ride you; and in return you'll sustain me, eh? Feed me with hope or vision or something, wave!
Ah, here it begins to glimmer into my thoughts -
To accompany the modicum of light, as the hours pass and the air begins to brighten towards morningshine, revealing the wild and eternal vastness of the plain over which my vehicle steadily arrows and hums towards the more distant shine, hidden from me here by the curve of the world -
During my new life on this vast dim planet, I have on occasion experienced homesickness for Earth. In particular I have had wistful memories of the bright sun and blue skies of Earth. I know perfectly well that such thoughts are useless, and that never again shall I see a splash of golden sunlight through spring leaves.
On the other hand - I am headed at last for the sunward side of this world Ooranye. What I'll see won't be the close sun of Earth, but, after all, it will be a distant sight of that same sun.
And so - if I succeed, I'll see sunlight again!
Well, sort of. Ooranye - Uranus - is so far out, I don't expect the day to be much brighter in the Sun-facing lands (if I ever get there) than it does here on Starside. Most of the light around me will still consist of the eerie and ubiquitous glow that comes from the air, which I have now got accustomed to, most of the time.
Still, it's something to look forward to. A symbol, perhaps, of that mighty civilization which so far has been only a name to me.
The glow that beckons me to the heartland of Ooranye.
TO BE CONTINUED IN
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