I
That
night, when the weather turned nasty, he could see the top branches of the near trees - somewhat illuminated by street lights - tossing in a violent wind. Without even going to the window he could let his mind leap among all that movement, to bound in three
dimensions through the noisy dark. Didn't recent theory say that climate change must bring violent weather, caused by pollution or
greenhouse gases, something of that sort, but never mind that now, let the wind howl, the point was, what was he going to do about the summons from the President?
Midax
sat up in his armchair. He was no more able to rest or sleep than if he had truly in fact been swinging like
an ape through a storm-tossed forest. He must think. He must prepare. World
President Waretik Thanth had summoned him. He was in the year
before mine. Never a friend, or even an acquaintance, so I can’t make much of the
fact that we went to the same school…
Still,
as coincidences went, it was pretty fantastic. Wasn’t there some article, he’d read a while back, on the “small-world
effect”, just a few “degrees of separation” being enough to link everyone…? Shunt
that thought aside: the memory of Glight was creepy enough without
accompaniment from suggestive little pieces in magazines. Midax told himself it was time to get focused. In his hand he held a fax which had arrived from
the President, confirming the phone message. It read:
Executive Lodge, Merod Palace, Derom, Cenland.
To: Discoverer Midax Rale. From: World President.
Dear Midax,
I can readily imagine how busy you must be, but, for obvious reasons, I feel obliged to request that you pop round for a private chat at your earliest convenience.
I feel all the more justified in making this inroad upon your time, as we all know how you of all people are the least inconvenienced by travel!
Your well-wisher
Waretik Thanth
So it had come at last, the long-expected, inevitable summons. Discoverer called
to heel by President. What must Discoverer do, to prepare for the showdown?
I have been left, up till now, on
as long a leash as I had any right to expect, and I have no right to act
surprised, or grumble or resist, now that the leash is being hauled in by the
ultimate civil authority.
On
the contrary, he was glad that the time had come.
It
would be a relief, in fact it would be bliss, to be regularised, tamed, forced
to re-join the rank and file of citizenship.
He
would come in from the storm and shake off his unique responsibility like a
pelt which he could hang up on the coat-stand. No more lawless pioneer, no more
gambler with the currency of unknown fates.
He
was tired of being the Discoverer.
Or
was the less flattering truth, that he was getting too scared to continue?
His
scheme to explore Glight systematically, to become a real Discoverer – a pitiful effort to find a substitute for the
love he had lost – had turned out badly. It had ended with the death of one of
his companions, and with a sighting which not one single member of the group
had dared to discuss.
Dangerously out of your depth,
Midax. And now you have the opportunity to admit as much, to the right person.
The appropriately resourceful
person.
He
could pass the torch to the President.
How misleading my title of ‘Discoverer’
has always been!
During
his entire life he had been searching for a spiritual roof over his head, a
ceiling low enough to touch and to keep him in his place. That was the great
trouble: he had never been kept in his place.
And
where was this rightful station? SECOND
place!
Yes,
a Number Two spot where he could be obedient and take orders!
What
a refreshing idea. Hand over the decision-making to the President. Waretik the
ceiling; authority the cure. Or at any rate the tourniquet, the limit, the
brake on a rampaging self.
Another
uncommon idea hit Midax then. Need he prepare for the President all by himself?
Since I head an organization, why
not seek its advice?
L2C
had some good people. Xapler Twick, Somwa Axtain, Polange Nsef, Ni Banyall… Midax
thought about it. Habit was so strong, however, that he went on merely playing
solitary guessing-games rather than picking up the phone to ask the views of
any of his followers.
Besides,
there wasn’t much excuse for delay. The President seemed to expect him to make
his way to the interview point via Glight.
Certainly,
convenience made that an attractive option. Fast, easy and confidential. Nobody
would notice his journey. The entire visit might remain unrecorded, if the
President agreed to such secrecy. And he might well agree, for confidentiality could well suit
him and his advisers… Midax hesitated while a sudden vapour of distrust curled
into his mind. It did not condense into any definite reason, but it induced him
to turn to the other option, the public-transport route in the dimension of
everyday.
He
picked up the phone. It might be as well to ask his followers for help, after
all.
“Ni?
This is Midax. Sorry to disturb you at this late hour…”
“Not
at all, Discoverer! We lugged a TV set into Reception and have all been
watching the show. None of us will get much sleep anyway.”
“Hmm.
Was the nightmare as bad as all that?”
“Nightmare?
Recruitment dream, you mean! Absolutely electric!”
“President
Waretik Thanth has had a jolt of it too,” announced Midax drily. “He has been
watching the TV like everybody else.”
Pause.
“Oh.”
“He
wants me to go and see him.”
“Ah.
Quite a development, that.”
“Yes,
and not one I want to hog to myself. So there’s a word for you to spread. And –
care for some admin?”
“Certainly.”
“Book
the journey, will you, from start to finish… Train to the airport, flight to
Deron. Do it openly, in my name. Yes, I’m travelling the slow way. No Glighting
this time. This is one occasion when I’ll not be shunning the limelight.”
A
snort on the other end of the phone-line, and Ni Banyall replied in that
outspoken tone which L2C had evolved to deal with its leader. “You can shun it
or not, but it won’t shun you, Discoverer.”
“But
you agree…”
“We’ll
arrange your journey, plus an escort who will stay out of sight. The tickets
will be brought to you first thing in the morning.”
Banyall
turned out to be an efficient enough aide. A chauffeur called for Midax at an
early hour, bringing him the packet of tickets and offering him a lift to the
railway station. He declined; he preferred to walk. Attired in a thick old
dufflecoat and slope-brimmed hat, he set out on foot through the almost empty
streets of Tarestu.
He
hoped to make his way without causing too much of a stir. Experience had taught
him that when he went around dressed like this, half the population did not
recognize him, perhaps a quarter were prepared to leave him alone, and the
rest, though they might wish to accost him for one reason or other, were well
aware that it is impossible to mob a Glighter who can disappear at will. This
partial disguise therefore signalled to his neighbouring townsmen: “Yes, it is
I, but I am busy”. Preferable to a complete disguise, under present
circumstances. He wasn’t too keen on nobody
knowing where he was.
Doubtless
the President was a man of honour; nevertheless, history recorded many leaders
whose hands were kept clean by henchmen doing the dirty work… So, by travelling
privately enough to avoid serious interruption, but openly enough to leave a
faint trail all the way to Merod in Cenland, Midax intended to make a “normal”
journey to the Presidential Lodge.
The
pavements of Tarestu were littered with twigs, slates, fallen signs and boughs,
for the unusual storm last night had been heavy enough to tear branches off
trees. Roadsweepers were out early, and workmen with saws were cutting and
dragging chunks of the mess onto the backs of motor-wagons. Midax expected the
trains to be running late, and sure enough, when he reached the station he
heard the loudspeaker’s quacky mispronouncements: “The 7.00 surface to
P’Arlcena is running approggzimately fifteen minutes late. We apologize for
the late running of this surface.” Without a doubt, this was a plunge into the
everyday. The only thing that distinguished the journey from millions of others
was the fact that his tickets had already been bought for him. He was playing
the game almost fairly. And he was going to meet someone who might force him to
become fairer still.
For
might not the President command him to live henceforth completely beneath that
ceiling of practical limitations which covered everyone else in the ordinary grumbly
world of queues and late trains?
As
his train chugged out of Tarestu Station it occurred to Midax that perhaps at
this very moment he was already playing Waretik’s game. The wording of the
Presidential summons might have amounted to a double bluff. Clever old Waretik
could well have expected him to go for the opposite approach-style to the one
suggested in the summons. And to submit to the slow public approach was in its
own way an affirmation of Authority. Well, if that was all the game was, there
was no harm in playing it.
The
train reached its terminus outside P’Arlcena airport. Midax emerged, made his
way to the station exit and stood for a minute scanning the immense
glass-fronted airport building which extruded at ground level into modernistic
bays and folds. Abstract sculptures wetted by fountains rose in a forest of twisty
shapes. He had allowed himself to get “rusty” as far as airports were concerned;
he felt a bit confused.
A
figure was lounging next to a black marble cube. It was one of his staff – Stid
Orpen. Midax began to head that way. As he approached, Stid straightened and
moved silently aside, turning to face one of the entrances; Midax took the hint
and went in there.
Inside,
there was no need for him to scan departure boards or queue for ticket checks. It
looked as though L2C had foreseen the need for their leader to make this trip
(or a similar one) sooner or later. Glancing around he saw at least three more
of his staff standing with rolled newspapers in their hands and attaché cases
at their feet. Living signposts, they indicated his route with wordless
efficiency. So, with no trouble, he found the gate which matched the logo on
his ticket.
One
aircraft, more expensive than most, used mainly by diplomats, captains of
industry, heads of state and their families, flew daily for Serorn
International Airlines. Banyall had booked Midax onto this “Power Plane”.
Now
as the Discoverer walked through the departure tunnel and onto the runway, he jostled
with people who, without exception, knew who he was; a higher proportion of
them than usual were whisperers and pointers, who could not resist saying to
their friends and children, “Look! See who that is?” – but though they could
not know why the Discoverer was travelling this way instead of via Glight, they
all seemed to accept as natural that if he were to travel publicly, this would
be the way. So they let him be. Nevertheless he reckoned that the return
journey might be different: reporters would surely be primed to lie in wait for
him by that time, after he had met with the President.
Could this be
what had repelled Pjerl? The whole business of being followed, being famous,
being talked about and pointed at – had that put her off me?
It could be the sad, simple truth. Looking
back I can see that she “wanted” me only while it was clear that she couldn’t
have me. She quickly stopped wanting me as soon as there began to seem a
prospect of getting me. For of course it would have involved a disruption to
her life.
He
began to write a letter in his head:
Dear Pjerl, I wish you had not been
quite so prompt to take evasive action. You swerved to avoid pressure, but,
before you swerved, you should have waited to see whether I did put any
pressure on. Now look, Pjerl, how about admitting that your “Never” was a lie,
spoken in panic? If you can admit that, then maybe we can still be friends. But
if you stand by your statement – if you really meant it –
But no, it can’t be true!
But then, why say it? How could you
tell a lie that big?
You couldn’t. So then it must be true –
He
stumbled as his part of the queue reached the passenger steps which led up into
the plane. Stupid, to allow that old futile memory-loop to threaten his
concentration on this vital day. He tugged mentally at the loop, strove to
pluck it, to tear it out as if it had dug itself by means of a hook in his
brain…
Now
the imagery of it changed and the thorn turned into the valve of an emotional
heating system, and the gush of reverie inside its pipes continued to roar, the
system overheated, he could not open the valve to disperse the pressure – round
and round it continued in full spate –
Was she lying? WAS SHE LYING?
Whether I think so depends on how I arrange the evidence. If I fold it crisply,
the juxtaposition shows she is lying. “I wish I had been free when I met you”
can’t fit with “I was never in love with you”. But suppose I fold it less
crisply, allowing for the fact that she said these things at different times? Then
it’s not necessary to believe that she was consciously lying, because she could
have changed without remembering that she had changed.
But how? That’s what I can’t get
over. How the blazes could she have forgotten?
The circuit closes again; the bells
clang again; the clang arouses a counter-chorus; and so on and on and on and so
on –
And
now there was a reporter. A lone one, doubtless an inspired guesser, running up
alongside the queue of passengers who were waiting to board; the reporter was
shouting, “Discoverer, are you being carpeted by the President?”
Like
cold water dashed in the face, this woke Midax from his trance of memories. It
also caused some disturbance around him. Concealment was not an option. He must
say something. He leaned down toward the reporter and called out: “Look how I am travelling there. Going by
plane – that in itself is a message, is it not? If I were headed for trouble, you’d not see me on the way!”
Moderate
laughter spread up and down the line of thirty or so passengers. Seconds later
some stewards hustled the reporter out of sight, and the boarding continued
without further trouble. Midax found an entire row of seats to himself. The
other passengers left him alone while the plane manoeuvred prior to take-off. Perhaps
a word had been passed around, and no one liked to be the first to break the
ring of calm around the Discoverer.
After
all, the sort of people who used the Power Plane knew all about the need for
quiet concentration to prepare for a vital meeting… only, is that really what I’m doing? Concentrating, preparing? He
winced as he realized that so far he had merely been moping, on this trip to
the most important interview of his life – just indulging in his usual futile
Pjerl-centred regrets. Would he never learn that Romance was no good? Or (as
Twick would say) pernicious poison? Look
at me, staring morosely out of the window… Meanwhile the plane rolled
forward and accelerated and lifted – and now he could enjoy the tremendous
visibility of far things in the clear, pure air.
Gazing
at the flowing landscape he felt as light of body as though he himself were the
skimming plane, flying over the wrinkles in the ancient peninsula-land of Serorn;
the ridges and chasms both natural and man-made; terraces of housing and
granite ranges; gabled roofs and gabled mountain peaks; avenues and river
valleys; factory chimneys and volcanic chimneys; spires and crags and all the
awesome contours of the natural world, whether mountain, city or termite’s
nest… You never know what’s around the
next corner, she used to say. The memory loop had caught him again.
And often she would then say, “I’ve
got a funny feeling about us; one day we’ll be together…” Just a hunch she had.
In her slow reflective way she also used to “wonder if so-and-so has guessed
that we’re fond of each other, you and I…” This heap of memory, what am I
supposed to do with it all? Bin it? Splice it with “I was never in love with
you” and try to make them match? Impossible. But then why should she have said
it if she didn’t mean it? Impossible again. One of them she must not
have meant. So exactly which of them did she not mean? Round and round and
round…
His
incorrigible mind was doing it all over again – this really would not do. He
couldn’t even enjoy a plane ride without going into mope-mode! He dug into his
travel bag, imitating the outward motions of those passengers – businessmen on
their way to conferences – whom he had seen delving for their briefing papers.
His
hand closed on a book.
He
found himself looking at Xapler Twick’s anti-Romantic diatribe, The Road of Lies.
He
flicked it open and read,
There is no doubt that a stable and mature relationship
may offer us the greatest happiness and fulfilment that human life affords. However,
the experience of “being in love” is a road away from, not towards, this
supreme goal. “Being in love” is a regressive lie which makes its victims
believe all sorts of things which are not true and which they will have to stop
believing before they can properly understand each other…
The biggest lie of all is that there is
only one person whom we must find if we are to be fulfilled in love…
Midax
lowered the book. Just then he had not a clue as to whether he was wishing that
he could believe it, or, conversely, whether he did believe it and was wishing
he did not. Anyway why the blazes was he thinking about this at all when he
ought to be making sure that he was prepared to see the President of the World?
Shutting
the book with a snap he told himself in sharp terms that he must make ready for
the events that would soon start piling up against him. At least to the limited
extent possible for one who faced contact with the summit of power, he must
ensure he was at his best, for within the hour the plane would be descending
towards Derom… a land he had long wanted to see. How strange that he had never
gone on this trip before. Ah, the crisp pine-forests of Cenland! Far-northern
birthplace of civilization! His stream of thoughts flowed round a new bend. He
had long admired that saga-ridden pine-forest country to which he was now
actually headed. Today he contemplated its ancient history with a new twist, as
though he were planning to write some coffee-table brochure about the place.
He
began idly to list factors which might have made for the rise of civilization
in the pine-forests of Cenland. The bracing northern air. The plentiful supply
of game. The long winter nights, during which the inhabitants were driven to
use the dark time to reflect, plan, organize… while the lazier folk in easier
lands were still lounging around being prehistoric.
Bosh!
Deterministic twaddle. History, thought Midax, is a lottery. If you could run
the experience again you’d get a different result… indeed every time you ran it you’d get a different result. Each new rattle of the dice-cup would bring yet another “only possible birthplace” of civilization. He smiled cynically. All
right, in this epoch, it was the
pine-forested north that did the trick. So what? Next time it might be the flat
dry lands between the Two Rivers in Edduthploa. He could just imagine
historians then saying it had to happen there, that it was inevitable because
the inhabitants were forced to co-operate to dig vital irrigation channels and
so to invent the State…
He
awoke from this trance of speculation as the plane banked and began to descend
for landing. Cheek to window, he stared at famous old Derom sprawling below. It
was now too late, he realized, to use the journey time to prepare. Well, maybe
his preparation and learning days were over. Maybe it was time to stand and
say: this is who I am, this is what I have done, and if all the insights which
I have accumulated in the process amount to an acceptable concoction, all well
and good, I am yours to command, Mr President. But if I am not the right kind
of man for this busy world, well, I’m sorry but it is too late for me to
change. And now here comes Derom Airport tarmac rising to meet the plane. Derom,
as politically renowned as P’Arlcena is spiritually renowned. Derom, Cenland,
on the north rim of the Zard, in the midst of the middle continent, Zanep, the
land bridge between Larmonn and Shershe – the middle land fated by geography to
extend its tentacles of influence east and west, spreading civilization through
the world even as old Derom city itself declines in actual power. Out-performed
by its breakaway colonies. Flattened more than once by earthquakes. But still free
and independent, up until the recent establishment of the World State. Now the
city of Derom is proud but unspectacular, in need of nothing more than its
bulky stone buildings, its drab red roofs and its quietly unsurpassable
reputation.
The
words “Merod, Derom” form the World President’s postal address.
And
here am I rather late in the day, realized Midax as he marvelled at how little
attention he had paid so far to his own involvement with the new global regime.
Despite having rubbed shoulders with fellow-members of the Chamber of Notables
and despite actually having been acquainted with Waretik Thanth himself long
ago in their schooldays, Midax’s quirky self had kept him detached from the
colossal developments of recent years. Which was a pity; but on the other hand I’ve not been idle. I’ve acquired experience in
the bogglement of mind, wrung by those competing soul-wringers, Pjerl and the
Beyond.
How
could any President threaten more than this?
It
was as well to rest on that thought. As he stepped off the plane, the official
car drew up. The airline must have radioed the exact arrival moment. Expertly
and quietly the Discoverer was drawn aside and within minutes was speeding
through leafy lanes towards the Palace.
His
escort – two large men in Merod Lodge livery – seemed unwilling to talk, even
at the moment when they deposited him at the door of the Lodge itself.
II
He was ushered into a wide, white corridor. Treading the
deep carpet he was conducted past alternating doors and windows at lengthy
intervals which made him wonder, if the Lodge was this big, what the main
palace must be like; and he belatedly also wondered whether you addressed a
World President as “Mr” or as “Rmr”. Shush,
mind of mine, give me some peace. Merod Palace, he knew, was no longer
lived in and was part offices, part museum of the old Kings of Cenland. But
this Lodge was certainly lived in. The question was, where…
All
of the doors but one were closed; he looked at his escort and they nodded and
stood back; he made for the one open door, alone.
In
an emergency, Midax had discovered on occasion, you borrow calm, like a businessman will borrow money from a bank to
tide him over a hard patch. Luckily, if you have already withstood the shocks
of Glight and Pjerl, your credit must be good.
Waretik
Thanth, who had been seated by a huge kidney-shaped desk, now rose to give the tall Midax
the unusual experience of being towered over. Grey, leathery, the President had
an abundance of that “presence” which is the mysterious property of film-stars
and the rare politician who is not only successful but also respected.
“Good
morning, Mr Discoverer.” The man advanced with hand outstretched.
“Good
morning, Mr President.”
As
they shook hands, Waretik stated brusquely: “This is for us two and nobody else. Just for once, my advisers are
happy for me to cope alone while you and I have our belated private talk.”
“You
won’t need help in dealing with me,” Midax averred.
“Are
you not a problem, then?” Waretik’s eyebrows rose.
“Well…
maybe I’m a minor problem; the kind that solves itself. The less notice you
take of me –”
“No,
that won’t work and you know it,” smiled the taller man.
Midax
looked away. “You could try –”
“If
I were to ignore you now, I’d end up facing impeachment, and rightly so.”
“Then
– co-opt me. Wrap me in the flag.”
Waretik’s
smile became broader: “I think we talk the same language, which is good, but we
have to tread a fine line – if I were to notice you too much, appearing with you in public, people might cease to
notice me. ‘Who’s that man with the
Discoverer?’ they would say.”
Was the fellow joking? Midax’s
arms dangled at his sides as he stood uncertainly. Yes, he must be. A twinkle in those eyes, as the President nodded at
his own words and then walked around Midax to another door, which he opened
into another reception room while beckoning the Discoverer to follow, suggested the sardonic treatment which was hard to answer.
“First
let’s sit down and have a drink. My dream day,” Waretik remarked, “is to see
whom I please without rubberneckers or recorders, and to follow my own
time-table. Legging it whenever someone awkward shows up… for it’s conveniently
easy to disappear in this labyrinth.”
Was all this, Midax wondered, designed to lull him? Set him up for a
put-down? No, the friendliness seemed genuine, albeit magisterial. No cheating
brilliance about this man: Waretik was straightforward in his greatness. Midax
therefore might respond with wary acceptance. But he must not allow himself to
forget that he and Waretik were to some extent opponents, rival intelligences who circled each other and sniffed for advantage.
Above
all, Midax felt he must brace himself ready for the snapped demand, Tell me what you found in your expedition. And
what about that man you lost: Bercane Carphrae; what happened to him?
“Now,”
said Waretik Thanth, settling onto one armchair and leaving Midax to sprawl on
another, with a low drinks table between them. “Let’s see if what the diplomats
say is true – that there’s no substitute for a face-to-face negotiation. I
could have telephoned you on some private line; it would have been easy enough
to arrange. But…”
“But
you wanted to read my mind, Mr President. All politicians are aspiring
mind-readers.”
“Whereas
you, Mr Discoverer, are going further still. Reading into the soul, it seems.”
“You saw that chat-show, I suppose.”
“My
staff insisted I watch it. Afterwards, I was glad they had.”
“Well,
don’t accuse me, Mr President, of having rocked any boats on that occasion. I
was a bulwark of orthodoxy, if I remember my words correctly. All I did was
trot out the standard arguments for the existence of the soul.”
The
President wagged a finger. “But, when you
do a thing like that, you do it rather more effectively than it’s usually
done. Orthodoxy pushed to the point of actually being believed, of actually
making a difference, amounts to radicalism.”
“Now
you’re getting cynical, Mr President.”
“No,
I don’t think so. I actually know perfectly well why you did it. You want to
downplay Glight as an arena for religious discovery. There were two ways of
doing that. Downplay the soul altogether – that would have been one way; but
you chose the opposite approach: saying there is no need to look elsewhere for
what we’ve already got. I think, Midax, that you are about to surprise yourself
in the size of your soon-to-be-acquired following. And it’s my business to
beware what the world is letting itself in for.”
“The
world? I think you overestimate my –”
Waretik
cut him off. His voice was suddenly harsh. “None of that myopic modesty. Tell
me, what do you do when you make
yourself enter Glight? It is time I was informed. What precise action do you take?”
“I’m
sorry, I don’t know how I do it,” apologized Midax. “I know what I’m saying is
unhelpful but it’s the truth. I have never managed to understand the process.”
The
World President fired another question: “And when you get there, is this other
dimension, this straight-line dimension, this Glight – is it how things really are, or is it just a diagram-dimension
or in-between state, for short cuts only?”
“Surely,
sir, you are committed to believing in this
world as the real place – where things appear as they really are?”
Waretik
smiled bitterly. “You’re still trying to fence with me. Don’t,” he advised. “Don’t
take it for granted that you have an edge over me merely because I ply the
sordid trade of politician. Realize this: I
can face reality. In fact I wouldn’t be surprised if we humans ultimately
create our own reality.”
“An
amazing doctrine, Mr Pr –”
“It’s
the most workable doctrine for a man of action.”
“Maybe,”
the Discoverer mused, “it is you who have the edge over me.”
“Never
mind who has the edge. Say on. Answer my question. How real is Glight – is it
more or less real than our world?”
“I
know only what I feel,” said Midax, “which is, that when I am there, I sense
that Glight is realer than our world, but that belief fades when I return. For
example at this moment as I sit on this sofa and drink your liqueur, I cannot
accept the other dimension as anything more than a medium for short cuts – a
diagram to exploit.”
“And
is that a stable point of view, do you reckon?”
“You
mean, shall I go on believing it for the rest of my life? I suspect not,”
admitted Midax uncomfortably.
“I
see you are being honest with me,” nodded the other.
Silence
fell.
“Almost,”
Waretik sighed after some moments, “do I feel impelled to give up all my duties
and follow you into Glight; even though politics is my life; yes, even though I
would lose everything I have striven to gain. The temptation, to abandon my
duties and explore – you don’t know how strong it is.”
Amazed
by this, Midax took a deep breath and said, “Then, sir, I suggest you yield to
that temptation! Follow that instinct! Come with us next time we go, and, as
President, direct operations in Glight yourself!”
Chin
on hand, Waretik sat as if he had not heard. He made no move, uttered no word
as Midax continued, “Sir, I’m serious. This would be great beyond all hope. A
fantastic relief for… well, for me. That I could really hand over the
business…”
“No,”
spoke Waretik at last, sadly. “You see – I know you.” He looked up with a
distant expression. “By repute, mostly. We went to the same school, you and I,
but we were in different years, weren’t we? But anyhow I know you. You are the
Discoverer and whether I am in charge or not, you are going to find something
which will turn this newly unified world upside down – I can sense it, though I
can’t foresee the details. I simply know this: that what you are going to do –
if I let you – will be too much for this world’s unity and peace, which have
been so recently and precariously achieved. So why don’t I just have you shot? Skies
above, just think: if I, even I, have difficulty in conquering the temptation
to join you – imagine how strong that compulsion will be for those who have
less to lose! They’re all going to follow you, Midax. It’s already happening. Polange
Nsef and Vemorth Syorr (you don’t know Vemorth: he’s the man I put in command
of the surveillance team assigned to watch you; I had to sack him today) –
they’ve abandoned me, and so will all the others in due course. If, that is,
you are permitted to carry on. So I am warning you, Midax Rale.”
The
President’s speech rambled to a close.
The
moment had come; the moment in which Midax at last felt the roof of
subordination over his head.
“And
the precise content of your warning, sir?”
“Is
simply this: you are now under threat from me.”
“By
what law, sir?”
“By
that basic law of self-defence which all states possess.”
Midax
made an uncertain noise.
Waretik
held up his hand. “If I were you, I would not put a lot of effort, at this
juncture, into thinking of something to say. Instead, if I were you I would
make haste to decide on the right thing to do.
You are sufficiently intelligent to know the pressure which you are exerting
and that you must put a stop to it forthwith. Make sure that your change of
heart is writ large upon the history of next week.”
It
was a dismissal.
Midax
stood up. It burst upon him that he had not, after all, been forced to talk
about what had happened on the Glight expedition, nor had the disappearance of
Bercane been mentioned. And now it was plain that these things were going to
remain unsaid. For to say them would have been to speak of those things which
neither man really wanted to air; and in the same vein Midax thought: my boss
was probably right to threaten me.
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